Left without direction, a fork in the road, it just seems as if every choice is deception. One leads to love and happiness and the other leads to a mystery. What road would you take? Already knowing that one road contains what you dream of or the road to a life untold. The road of mystery is definitely a choice of risk, walking in that direction could put your life on hold. But then again, life itself is a mystery, living a risk everyday, it's all so crazy to me. I myself, would take the road of mystery, seeing that nothing is just handed to you, and nothing is ever free. I'd rather work hard to EARN that love and happiness, so that i know i deserved it, living life proud, proving that im worth it.

If you are feeling fearful, think of something that makes you feel safe. If you are feeling lonely, try to remember a certain person who always made you feel loved. If you are feeling agitated, turn to thoughts of a happy moment when everything seemed perfect and carefree. You have a powerful mind.  As long as you use that power in the proper way you can move mountains and work miracles. If you use it in the wrong way - to stir up fear and gloomy feelings - then it will work against you. The choice is yours.

As time passes, this feeling enhances, holding back words, im running out of chances. Never understood, no matter what i do, take a trip through my life, but you'll never really know what ive been through. We all have different ways of feeling, in every situation, wishing every bad thought was like the radio, so you can just change the station. Ive been told all my life, that i can be unpredictable, its not purposely, my thoughts are just barely stable. Half the time i dont even know what im gonna do, there are so many thoughts going through my head, i choose the ones that make me look less of a fool. Making choices that are best for me, also for the ones that matter, nothing really seems to work out, its like climbing a never ending ladder. There are few people, that i sincerely care about, knowing those few will always be there, ive got everything figured out. Life is just too precious to waste, not worth dreading past depressed events, finding the best out of everything, thats how life is supposed to be spent.

Lost hopes and broken down dreams, the more you think about it the worse it seems. Past regrets, never ending memories, please hold my hand and take me on a little journey. A journey through your mind, a journey through your soul, there's nothing on this earth that'll make me let you go. You're the one in my heart you're the one for me, ill do anything just to make this be. So forget the past and forget all the bullsxxt, with you and i together i know we'll get through it.

Holding you in my arms, theres nowhere else id rather be, squeezing you tightly, please just stay with me. Wishing you could, at least for the moment, the feeling is so real, i'd do anything just to keep hold of it. The days spent, felt like years, you noticed me crying, those were happiness tears. Feeling high as the clouds, whenever youre in my thoughts, i can feel myself falling, hoping that i'll get caught. By you, the ONLY one i want, no one else matters, cuz i like YOU a lot. This is crazy, everything thats going on, me and you together, i love how well we bond. EVERYTHING is fun, no matter what is done, just having you with me, is more than good enough. Hoping to see you again soon, lets see how fun the future can be, just do me ONE favor, please dont forget about me. :)

its crazy to think that you could be so perfect in ones eyes. but to yourself you notice all the flaws that you contain. your flaws could be someones perfection making it easy for that person to maintain. never worry about not finding someone. there is always that one person who is perfect for you. all it takes it patience. until you find that person or that person finds you enjoy the life you have now. lifes to short. live it while you can. Love the life you live, live the life you love.

its disappointing to see so many relationships not work out. its sad to think that girls AND guys cheat. its sad to think they lie. its sad that they basically took hold of ones heart and made them believe they actually loved them then do something to completely heartbreaking. if youre single do what you want to do but when your with somebody, you have another mind and heart to think about. if you dont want to be with that person break up with them. SIMPLE. dont go and hurt them by doing something stupid because at the moment it may seem "okay" for YOU but telling that person after you doing what you did, kills them. be honest from the very beginning. theres no point to lie. for myself I'd rather be HURT by the truth other than being KILLED by a lie.

The feeling i have,
is left unexplainable,
you are a dream,
hardly obtainable.

You're a dream I have during the day,
you're a dream I have during the night,
no matter how hard I try,
I cant seem to get you out of my mind.

Not that I don't want you there,
I love thinking about you,
It's just the fact that I can't have you,
that's why my dreaming is such a hard thing to do.

Though im still happy,
regardless of that fact,
as long as i have you in my life,
I'm okay with that.

Yet so much has been said,
so much has been done,
i can't help but to think,
could you possibly be the one?

It's just a thought,
something I had to think about,
happiness is rare,
and I'm happy every time you come out.

With you,
is where i want to be,
thinking about you,
as i fall asleep...