I am so in love with you and I didn't know this was possible. They say its easy to love someone when they are happy and hard to love them when they are sad. I think whoever said that wasn't really in love because Loving you when you're happy is easy, but my love for you grows when you're sad.
You are the groggy mornings after you kept me up because you needed me to get through the night. You are the worry lines forming on my face from the constant anxiety that you might hurt yourself. You are the deep ache in my heart because I know you will never love me like you loved her. You are the tears on my pillow case because you are so beyond amazing and I want to be yours but can't. You are the struggle I face because there is so much good in you but you insist on only seeing the bad. You are the breath that leaves my lungs every time I imagine my life without you. You are the pride in my heart because I see that all you want to do is help people. You are the smile on my face because you make me so happy just seeing you. You are the best friend in my introverted life. And you are the the greatest love I will ever experience.
I feel so invisible to you. You tell me what kind of woman you are looking for and all i can think is "I am all those things" but you will never see me like that and it kills me to know that I love you beyond measure and you love her even further.
Im here thinking about you while you are thinking about her, and she is thinking about him. Me and you are in the same boat, both with bullet wounds in our hearts from the one's we've loved who don't want to love us back.