I dont have much,
what i CAN give just isnt enough.
Why are we here?
What does this all mean?
Ill give it all.
Do you believe? Believe in me.

You deserve a world i cant give.
Please forgive me,
I only have a barely beating hole in my chest.
Dont forget me.

Ive been lost,
im being found it seems.
She put sights on me, i went searching.
My Target girl found me.

You deserve a world i cant give.
Please forgive me.
Im feeling lost
Will you save me?
Dont forget me.
Will you save me?

I wouldnt save me.....

I feel like Broken record
Every day it seems.
Whispering I love you
Telling you how perfect you are.
In and out. Words fall on deaf ears.

I must be talking to the walls. everyday.
I hope they can relay the message.
I'll pray that my words will reach your ears some day.

You must not be listening.
So.
You are perfect and beautiful in every way.
Im in love with you
I care about you more everyday.
My target girl.
You ARE a star. You shine all night even when we're in separate beds.
My target girl.....
.....please don't leave.

Open eyes.
Closed heart it seems.
Every day I worry about you wanting to leave.
I know you said you care.
After I said what I did.
I want to believe your true.
You haven't given me a reason yet to doubt a single thing you do.

I'll wake up and keep wishing you were at my side but there's only so much wishing I can do before all the stars die.
Baby, what will we gaze at?
I want to learn to shine again.
I don't want to be like them and fade black.

I'll keep hoping that your okay.
I tell you every night that you can call for anything.
I'll keep you on my mind
I hope you know I mean everything.
I haven't given you a reason to doubt a single thing I do or say
Beautiful, you mean everything.

I'll be your star,
You be mine.
I hope we can both learn how to shine

Lets go back to sleep so I can have an excuse to hold you beside me.
I love every day that I can kiss you and your eyes meet mine.

Am I still your star that shines?
Am I the person that you want and need?
If this is what a four letter word feels like then when I say "I Love you"  it means the world to me.

You look in a mirror and you see yourself broken. Torn from the inside out. A heart barely beating.
Lungs barely breathing.
Im trying
I swear im trying to save you.

There is beauty.
Beneath every bruise
There is beauty
Under each scar

Your perfect in every way.
Regardless of what you do our say,
You will always be perfect to me.

I had the dream again.
Im running in place and I cant scream.
My lips make motions but my lungs fall silent and my tongue seems tied to my teeth.
My blood is at its boiling when I feel you next to me.

Ive always begged
Please leave me
They would always say
You didnt deserve anything.
It was all give and take
I give you the world
You take away pieces of me.

Ill wake up from this hell
Ill be a man instead of a hollow shell.
Im finally sleeping sound.
A peace ive found
Even with missing piece of myself.
Im a man.
Not a hollow shell.

The days seem shorter but im sleeping less. Ill lay my head when my thoughts are at rest.
Dont flatter yourself.
Your not the one im thinking about.
Those dreams died the day you died.
Your breathing but.
Your dead to me.
I won't wish you well and I won't say it was fun.
Im done living for you and telling those lies to myself.
How the **** could I have loved a 22 year old child like yourself.
Dont say her name.
Shes everything you wish you could be.
Shes not you and thats okay with me
My favorite thing is shes not you.
And thats perfect to me.