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sw Jul 2014
It’s only
7:30pm
and my head is
thundering
as if it were
3:59am.

Sometimes I wish the
lightning would just
*******
strike
and end this
******* storm.
sw Jul 2014
I drank too much alcohol again and
tried dragging you out of my mind
but all that ******* did
was leave traces of you on my hands
for me to wake up to
the next morning
and then I remembered you
all over again
sw Jul 2014
A long time ago we were one,
like the sprout of a new tree.
It felt fresh and new
and we grew together.
We became stronger
to the point where it seemed like
nothing could cut us down.
We must have grown
too fast, though;
one day when I looked at you
you had started to grow another direction
reaching for the sky, nonetheless,
but no longer for me.
You branched off farther and farther
until you were too high to touch
and I couldn't bloom anymore.
I didn't know what to reach for;
I forgot how to grow.
So I rotted,
slowly,
and let myself fall to the ground
where it all started.

I can't forget us
but I can't quite remember, either
and I've been there ever since.
How painful it is to watch you reach for the stars while I'm just stuck here, amongst the dying blades of grass.
sw Jul 2014
Atop the playground
I sit and write all these words
Childhood out of reach
a haiku
sw Jul 2014
I want to let go of so many things
in my life
like cigarettes
and thoughts
and you
you
you
you

I keep telling myself

"you're strong enough to"

but then
I feel my head shake and reply,

"it was a
nice thought
while it lasted."
drunk poem number 1. Off I go to celebrate with more alcohol
sw May 2014
Never did I ever think
I'd be the very thing
that has caused
all of my fears
to exist
sw May 2014
They always say that
"Nothing gold can stay."
I remember a couple of years ago
when the sun set for the day,
and the golden flames' absence
made the night seem much too long.
I wanted the stars and the tears
to pass
and I held my own hand.
But the sun came back
and peaked through my blinds, saying hello.
I knew I had another day
and I was stronger.
I remember having a bad dream one night:
My parents were in a room full of nothing
having an awful fight.
I awoke with fear,
my mind in a wreck. I thought they were done,
but my nightmares weren't right--nowhere near.
That morning at breakfast,
I saw her golden ring.
It sat comfortably on her left ring finger
as she smiled at my father like he was an angel,
but without wings.
Maybe I've been lucky
to see the sun's golden rays
shine in the morn until the end of the days,
and maybe it's not so common
for that golden circle to stay on most hands,
and perhaps peoples' lives don't always go as planned

But trust me when I say,
"I've seen that gold can stay."
When I lose hope I write **** like this to try to prevent losing any more. 12:28am.
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