Naked embrace
Entwined, as one
Two hearts, beating in time
One ,rhythm

Sense of humour, elevating our spirits
Musing over the simple things in life, rejoicing at what we find
Imagination stimulated, childlike, seeing the wonders in life
Light heartedness, laughing at one’s self!
Everything as it is meant to be, smiling, enjoying, the gift of life

An angel, cradles me, in her motherly arms
I have fallen, I am venerable
I told myself, I would not do this, no more
I have failed to keep my promise, to you
I have not stayed true
Tears flowing, as I smile, just, for you!
Remembering the times, when you cupped my face, in your hands
Your blue eyes, gazing into mine
Telling me with sincerity
‘I am the sunshine, that lights up your world, each day that dawns’
My heart aches, it rains with love, having fond memories of us
Wash me clean, being human, is challenging me!
Emotional *******, creating blocks
I need to move on, you are dead and buried
Your time here, over
My heart struggling, accepting this reality
“Forgive me”
I pray to be free!
“I Love you, my beloved friend”

Inside my heart
Over flowing
A sea of love
My spirit free
Love taking lead
My inner consciousness, awakening
Inner realisations, coming to light
Experiencing the wonders of our universe
Discovering who I am
In the spirit of love

I still love you
Buried six foot under
Life no more
Risking my heart
Everything I have ever known
Letting you go
18 years
Of panache & tears
‘Loyalty’
Because

‘I Still Love You’

At a cross roads
Changes of initiation
Giving in
Risking all
Trading this pain in
Making my heart whole
Know
By saying goodbye
And letting you go
Know for an eternity

‘I Still Love You’

Why is it
I am always wrong?
Something
I have always done?
Why is it
I am
Never good enough
In your eyes
In
Challenging times?

How many times
Do I have to say
“I love You?”
What will it take
To convince
That mind
And
Heart
Of yours?

What can I say
That will ease
This jealousy
And
Resentment
You feel towards me
When drinking
Too much *****
Killing what brain cells
Are left
In that stubborn
Head of yours!

How long  
Will it take
For you
To believe in me?
For I know
I am a fool
Staying here, with you!
Feeling desperate
Lost and lonely
Dreams squashed
Emotionally drained
When ‘we’ need to pull together
In union ship
To make
This bond strong
Between us!

'Uniting as One’'

'Love Conquering All'

“Well!”
“So, I am told!”

I love you more
Than this
Arguing and fighting!
But
You refuse to understand
The love I have for you

My head
Tells me to stay with you
But
My heart knows
I cannot!
For
I have asked you
To be kind to me
I have asked
You to open up

Your anger and rage
Continues growing
Out of control
Taking over
Like
Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde
Burning bridges
Being ruthless
Always
Out for the ****!

I need to break away!
I need to clear my head!
I need to experience
Love and longevity
True togetherness
With
The one’s I love!
My heart needs to experience
‘Healthy Love’
My heart deserves the best!
You now
Belong in my past
I am no longer the person
You once knew me to be!

Your insecurities
Your inner demons
Far bigger
Than any of the love
You choose to acknowledge
Or
Feel from me!

You can believe this
To be true
If nothing else!

“Love thy self”

Share
Without personal gain
Being
Your Primary Motive!
Know Love
Be Love
In Action!

Be honest
Have empathy now
As
I cut these cords
Of emotional *******
That
Bind us together
True Love
No longer
Our foundation!

I stand on my own
Knowing
I have learnt the lessons
You have come to teach
I now know
What love isn't!
“I thank you”
For showing me this!

My illusions of love
Blinding me
Colouring my experiences
Revealing
Only what
'I Wanted Us To Be'
Not
‘True Reality’

Burning up
Torn apart
“I have had enough!”
Jaded
By your words & thoughts

Deepest
Darkest
Parts of my heart
Drowning
In my own tears and sorrow
“What have you done to me?”
“I can’t function anymore!”

Messed Up Love!