You are my new drug
Without you I can't breathe
But sadly what you don't see
Is that my new drug
Is not the only thing I need

☁️

When the lights fade
Will you be there for me
When the lights fade
Will you be there for me

Girl
Sometimes all these lights fade
Really showing off
All the problems I made
Inside my world with you
All these lights fade
Oh yeah

When the lights fade
Will you be there for me
When the lights fade
Will you be there for me

I'm begging will you be there for me
I need something that you have
Yeah
I need it here for me
You see these lights have faded over me
But what you don't understand is that
I never liked the spotlight anyway
But please

When the lights fade
Will you be there for me
When the lights fade
Will you be there for me

Girl, when the lights fade

Please be there for me
Yeahhh
When the lights fade
Baby please

Will you be there for me
Cause
I need you there for me

☁️

Don't make me slow down
It's already too late
Don't make me slow down
It's already too late
Don't make me slow down
This was already your fate

☁️

When you lay sleepless throughout the night
Do you think about me?

☁️

You and I
Just you and I
Can I do you right
Oh baby please can I do you right
It's only 2:35 in the morning
You see it's only 2:35 in the morning
So lay yourself down in my bed
Yeah girl come lay yourself down in my bed
A night with me will change your ways
One time with me will change your ways
I hope you don't cry by the end of the night
Because girl if you cry by the end of the night
I may have to leave you and never come back
I will leave you and never come back

☁️

You loved me first

Under that spring night sky
You fell harder
As my breath moved across your skin
Under that spring night sky
I was no longer a stranger
When we broke down our bodies boarders
Under that spring night sky
If only you could see yourself in the light
Of the stars above you tonight
Under that spring night sky
I thought I was in love
I never knew it would be the only time
Under that spring night sky
When I kissed you goodnight
And went on without you in my life

☁️

These pills don't take away the pain
Yeah
These pills don't take away the pain
Ohhh girl
These pills don't take away the pain
Please help
These pills don't take away the pain

☁️

Why do you come back to me?
Everytime you leave, tears are running down your face.

☁️

You ask
Do you remember me
The truth hurts
So I lie to your face

☁️

I watch you girl
I watch you girl
From across the room
Please notice me
Please notice me
I'm drowning over here
Baby if you knew
Baby if you knew
How I feel about you
You are what I want
You are what I want
I just wanted you to know

☁️

I want to get my way
Tonight
Girl
Bring your body
Lay yourself down
Take another hit

Hold it till your face turns blue
Grab me harder
If you need
Loose yourself
When I'm in you

Just bring your body
And lay yourself down
Yeah take another hit

You're on another level girl
Let's go again
Another round
Just you and I
For this time

Just bring your body
And lay yourself down
Yeah take another hit

This is not over
I can give a little more
Because I want to get my way
Girl please
I want to get my way

☁️

Sometimes
I push myself
To see how far I can go
To see how high I can get
Sometimes
I force myself
To take one more
To see how far I can go
Sometimes
I hate myself
And see no point in this
So I take one more
Sometimes
When I'm with you
I push for more
To see how high we can get
Sometimes
When I'm with you
All I want to do
Is go to the sky
Sometimes
When I'm with you
I think of her
But you can't know
Sometimes
When I'm with you
I hate myself
And see no point in this

☁️

This is as real as it gets
All we do is break down your bodies boarders
Babe
Don't cry in front of me
Should I tell you
I feel none of this
Yeah
Ohhhh
Girl
I'm only 19
And
I only want one thing
You see
You are so easy to me
You say you feel safe inside my arms
Girl
You can feel safe inside my arms

☁️

I'm no good for you.


So leave me.


I'm never going to change my ways.

☁️

If I promised you things
Would you leave everything you have
And come with me
Please
Come with me

☁️

To those out there that read about my world, and keep coming back for more.


Thank you
I mean that from the bottom of my heart
Without you all
I would not have made it this far
Things are getting better
Even though
Sometimes I wake up
Not remembering a thing from the night before
But what some don't realize
Is that this is what I live for




ohhhhhhh
ohhh

ohhh yeahhh




I'll have you coming back for more

☁️

Pain and love coincide

☁️

Girl
For you
Pain and love coincide
I ask you why
Every night
When you come
And see me
That you have to go as far
As far as you will let me
But what you don't see
Is that I'm begging you please
Baby please
Don't let go
As your tears fall to the floor
This cycle only ends one way
And girl just the other day
When you were lying on the floor
Holding on
Trying not to loose control
But you see
That this cycle is the way
To cover up the pain
Only thing is
You don't see
It's killing you either way

☁️

All you say is
Never again
You say this isn't love
But something brings you back
Every time
You're just a *******
So pain is what you're looking for
Tears running down your face
Is nothing new
Girl all you say is
Never again
You say you can't find love
But something brings you to me
Not just tonight
But every night
Because you're just a *******
So pain is what you're looking for
So bring your self to me
I can take your pain away tonight

☁️

Do you feel safe inside my arms?

☁️

Girl

Ooohhhhoo girl
Don't take any more
This may be our last chance
To make this work

☁️

Hide behind the smiles
You'd rather hear a lie
You'd rather feel no pain

☁️

Even though I don't ask you to stay
Just know girl
You mean the world to me

☁️

From here on out
Nothing is the same
Another level is what they want
Luckily I know what that is
So girl I will let you feel me
But you can't wash the sins
Of the past I have
Babe don't read all the things I say
This is a new me
So it doesn't have to hurt
And the more you want of me
Is what will continue to push me
You know that my old world is there
Whenever we want
But you and I
Have something new
And you know I can get you right
Baby we can have it all
So from here on out
Nothing is the same
And you and I
Have something new tonight

☁️

Follow me
Girl please follow me
Nothing is the same
Some nights I feel no pain
This is just a broken tape
This is just a broken tape
And girl I will give you all I have
All I have
All I have
Baby you're going to make me go insane
So please give me all of you

But only for tonight

You would follow me
Oh you

You would follow me

☁️

I've been cursed by the memories we made
I need someone to replace
The emptiness you left me with
No matter how much I take
These memories won't fade

☁️

Baby leave the thoughts of him behind
It's just you and I tonight
Say that you love me
Say that you love me
Everyone wants you girl
Haven't you heard them call
You could have them all
But it's just you and I tonight

☁️

This was written with a new pen


People question me
They will always question me
I must make a change they say
Evolve into something more
All while staying true
Staying true to the core


I let you in
Now you know everything
No more secrets
No more lies
I'm only 19
So girl this is all you will get from me

☁️

Don't fall in love
Baby please
Don't fall in love


You know I'll leave
Oh girl
You know I'll leave


You know
I'll leave

☁️

Take one more
Pour one more
Feel one more
Just one more
Girl, one more
You are one more
Just one more
Oh one more
You are just one more

☁️

you deserve more than me

☁️

Sleepless nights
Sleepless nights
Can you come over girl
I need some inspiration
Restless thoughts
Restless thoughts
The voices in my head won't stop
This is not who I am
I'm trapped
I'm trapped
In my own mind
Exhausting days
Turn to sleepless nights

☁️

Yeah I'm in the clouds tonight
I don't want to fall
Girl lets play a game
It's been over a year
I never thought I'd see your face again
I had to get away
Escape the life I made
You knew you couldn't hang
Do you still love me
Do you still love me
When the lights fade
And you can't see my face

☁️

This is your first time
Just remember
This is your first time ....

Girl
Hold me tight
As we race through the night
On your first time
You may get a little lost
With your heart racing
Your cautious thoughts begin to fade into the night ....

Now you are in my world
And I'm asking you to stay
I know it is your first time
Girl come take a couple drinks
Relax your grip
But please don't slow down
There's only one thing that I want
And with one more you will find out
You see in my world no one is safe
I think you can see by my face
That this is not only your first time
But our last

☁️

Girl there is something I need to tell you
These days are getting longer and longer
This come down has never been harder
I told you I would quit
Because this is no longer fun
I'm the broken heart King
And you should know
There is no saving me

☁️

You could have had me so simply
You let me walk away that day
They say things about me
I don't listen to what they say
You know the real me
So you say
You don't know the real me


You can't know the real me

☁️

Everything goes fast now
School goes fast
Girls come fast
Money goes fast
The clocks turn fast
That smoke hits fast
The come down is fast
The pain you feel won’t last
The thought of her face, my dark past
In this world
Everything is fast

☁️

Late night thoughts
You say this world is dark
Escape from your life
Open your mind
For without darkness
A star cannot shine

☁️

Feel the climb
Yeah
I want to hold you
You say you know everything
But I don't let you feel her
Baby close your eyes
You say you know
So I'll love you today
We lost control
Yeah
We lost control
I want her
I feel her
While I hold you


If
If she only knew
What I did the night
The night I met you
She doesn't do the things you do
And I've got everything you want
But tonight I will love you girl
Can you give me what I want

☁️

I want it
So I'm going to get it
I need it
So I'm going to get it
I found it
So I'm going to get it
I see it
So I'm going to get it
I see you
So I'm going to get it

You don't know
No one will stop us
Enter this world
No one will stop us
Give into the lust
No one will stop us
Do what you please
No one will stop us
Use me
No one will stop us
Take another drink
No one will stop us
Get on another level
No one will stop us

☁️

Leaves falling, symbolic death
A human taking their last breath
Look around
As the wind blows us round and round
Where you stop, no one knows
The journey you will undergo
Maybe one day, we all will see
That we should have held on
To that little tree

☁️

"I really, really needed you tonight baby...

You said you'd call...

No one said love was this hard"



I told you not to fall in love
I told myself not to lose control
You beg me to fall in love
I try to leave you
I try to show you
I try to tell you
Not to fall in love

☁️

We kissed
Shared the love
The passion
We fell
Into depression
A living hell
So many questions
Feelings of betrayal
No answers
This is a cancer

☁️

"Where are my friends"?
"Where are my friends"?

Girl
I am all you have
Ohhh
Baby I am all you have
I am the thing you want
And I will let you have it all
Just know
Your friends don't know me
Yeah your friends don't know me
Baby you
You don't know me


Oh girl where are your friends
I don't like your friends
They don't know about us
They can't know about us
Listen
Just listen
The way you move
I love the way you move
Are you ready
Baby are you ready
Girl you need me
Please, need me

☁️

You got me girl
You got me girl
Stay, don't go
You got me girl
I need more
I need more
You say you want love
I need more
I can give you more
I can give you more
Let me prove
I can give you more

☁️

Be honest with me
Every word I say is real
You urge to talk to me
And our time is here
Baby are you here for me
I need to know just how you feel
Do you think your future is with me
I want to know if this is real

☁️

We created this world together
I got a little lost
But come with me
Let's create a memory
For that's all this will be
Girl let the smoke take over
You want to be free
Sit back and relax
You have to come and see
Push your lungs to the max
This is just a memory

☁️

Nothing is the same anymore
This used to be fun for us
You start to stair off into the darkness
I begin to share my dark secrets
This place is foreign
The excitement is there
Your curiosity has clouded your judgment
I take advantage
Slowly and slowly
Doing what I please
While you beg for my love from your knees
Don't beg I say
Don't beg
I know you want it all
I warn you to be careful
You grab me even tighter
The pain is upon us
So baby hold me tighter

☁️

Oh you're right on time
We were just about to leave
To a place unlike anything you have ever seen
You won't want to be alone
So baby hold me tight
I've got you tonight
But watch out
For the pain I feel
Only comes at night

☁️