I want to tell you,
But I know you won't listen.
Or maybe you will,
I'll never know.
No matter how many times I plan out the scenario in my head,
I know it will never go as I plan.
You will probably laugh at me,
Call me crazy.
But that's why I won't tell you.
No matter how bad I want to.

I need your help,
But I don't know how to ask.
You can't see me cry,
You only see me smile.
You have no idea.
I wear a mask,
No one can see what's underneath.

I want to tell you,
But I can't.
Every time I try,
Every time I open my mouth,
Nothing comes out.
No sound,
No breath.
Just,
Nothingness.

Wait,
no.
don't go.
I still love you.
I know you have to go,
but please come back.
What you did was stupid,
but you know that now.
It's okay.
Right?
You can come back.
I'll be waiting because,
I forgive you.

Two friends sit in a field side by side,
One has cuts and scars on her arms.
They both stare up at the beautiful night sky.
The girl with cuts wants to leave this earth,
and be up with the stars.
The girl with cuts asks,
“Why won't you let me leave?”
Her friend replies,
“Because I'll miss you too much.”
So the girl with cuts says,
“But I don't want to be here anymore.”
Her friend looks into her eyes and says,
“Wrap that piece of grass around your finger.”
The girl does as she's told.
“Now you have something keeping you to this earth.
Please don't go.”
The girl with cuts holds the grass around her finger as if it means her life.
The girl takes two pieces of grass and ties one around her finger and then ties the other one around her friend's finger.
“I'll stay, as long as you stay with me.”

I love the way you walk.
I love the way you talk.
Your eyes,
they're so blue,
I can get lost in them.
I try not to stare,
but it's so hard,
I see you all the time.
Maybe,
Just once,
I'll get the courage to say,
Hi.

My hands are shaking,
My feet are wobbly.
I'm on the edge,
Inches away from death.
All it takes is one step,
One last step to end it all.
All the suffering,
All the pain.
As I look over,
I'm ready to face it.
I take that step,
And down I go,
deeper into the abyss.

The time will come,
When with hardship,
You will prevail.
At your lowest point,
you'll stand up.
And each will look at you,
And admire you.

You will not give up.
Try harder, be stronger, act tougher.
Whatever happens to you,
Know
In your heart,
Things will get better.
Who knows,
Maybe it will be as if it never happened.

Take down the fear,
The pain,
The strife.
Show your true self.
You'll make it through.
There's always a rainbow after rain.

It was a usual night,
chicken for dinner,
I'm late.
But something was different.
I felt the ground rumble like a drag race.
It was like our house was at war with itself.
All went black.
I was still in a stupor.
I was dizzy from a headache.
I see a house,
It's lousy now.
I feel sick,
knowing nobody would be there this time.

Deserted here,
The old house.
I wish nothing ever changed.
I look toward my home,
once,
happier people lived here.
I wish it didn't happen so fast.
Why did they tear me away?
I remember their bright smiles,
how dignified they are.
I wish i could smile,
but you were too lovely,
perhaps,
to stay.

Sunshine,
Rain.
Moon,
Sun.
Black,
White.
What do all of these have in common?
They're opposites.
Just like you and me.

I'm sorry,
I should've treated you better.
I didn't need to be so mean,
I didn't have to kick you out.
I knew I was harsh,
But that didn't stop me,
That didn't make me shut up.
It tears me apart,
That you're not here anymore.
But what makes that even worse,
Is that it was
All,
My,
Fault.

I wish I could smile,
but you took that from me.
You broke me,
and shattered me into a million pieces.
You can never put me back together.
I'l never be the same,
because now I'm broken,
and I'll never be fixed.

I see you smile,
Oh how much that hurts.
You used to smile for me,
Only me.
Now you're with her.
You don't smile for me anymore.
I didn't deserve you,
But that's what made it all worth while.