Some nights I feel lost at sea,
tossing and turning as the waves crash into me.
I anxiously await the light to come,
desperately needing the warmth of the sun.

the man that I loved,
the man that I miss,
it is so sad to say,
he no longer exists.

how is it possible for me to want something so deeply
something I know I cannot have
my chest feels heavy
this is a cruel world

crazy to think
we went from strangers to lovers
to strangers
you have seen me naked
you know my deepest secrets
no place on my body you haven't touched
yet
I no longer know you
and it breaks me to my core

****, I would die to be someone else some days
but some days I bet you anything
someone else would die to be me

here's to another Saturday night alone
wishing you would pick up the phone