every person goes through love
even when you’re alone
or a psychopath
you still love someone
love isn’t just endorphins going off in your brain
love isn’t just some cliché thing people use to analyse feelings they can’t describe
because trust me, love is unexplainable
love is complicated
you’ll be fighting one moment
and laughing the next
but that feeling of warmth will always be there.
love is difficult
sometimes you can’t figure out what the good kind of love is when you’re stuck with the bad
love is when you’re heart pounds so fast you can’t breathe when you’re around them
love is when you never want to leave their side
love is a paradox that no one can seem to figure out.

Being with you, has made me the happiest girl alive. And that I can't see you and hold you, kiss you, hurts me so much. Being alone on our 6 month anniversary has hurt me to measures you can't even believe. But I stay strong, knowing that YOU are the person I want and need to be with. YOU are the person I want to live with, marry, have a family with. YOU are the person for me, and no one can tell me otherwise. I love you, and you're the one for me. There has been so many other guys, but I've never felt the way for them the way I feel for you. Please never forget that I love you, and that you have my heart from the day we were together, to the day I die. No matter what happens. I love you and I'll never stop.
Love
- Rosa

i crave you
i crave your warmth
your kiss
the feeling i get when I’m around you
its like we're in a galaxy
with only a billion stars around us
the earth in your eyes
the tenderness in your words
the lust in your touch
i crave you and everything you are
i crave you and everything i can’t have

Do you love the same way you speak?
With passion and with grace.
Do you love the same way you laugh?
With happiness and warmth.
Do you love the same way you walk?
Like nothing is stopping you.
Will you love me the same way you exist?
Will you love me with passion and grace?
And I'll do the same.

im writing this for me. not for you. i’m writing this for me to know that the amount of kind things you’ve done for me will never amount to the hurt you caused me. at the time i didn’t realize. i was too in love with you to actually realize how you were treating me. to realize i deserved so much better.

i don’t think you know what you did. or in what way you hurt me. i understand that. if i was in ur situation i wouldn’t get it either. because i didn’t voice my thoughts opinions. i don’t want to go on a tangent about what you did.  it was just the little things. but even the big things i oversaw. i was so naive. and for a while i was so angry at myself for that. maybe i still am angry at myself for it. but you taught me to see through people’s *******. you taught me that if someone treats me the way you did. i know they aren’t worth it. i know i deserve so much better than you. and i know one day i’ll find someone who treats me like i’m everything to him.
you were everything to me. but you didn’t see that. u didn’t see that i would do anything in my power to make sure you were happy and always smiling, laughing.

this is my goodbye to you. my goodbye to all the thoughts the sadness the anger. you’ll always be in my heart. the happy memories we made will always be in my heart. you will always be my first love. thank you.

I like to think that you're a good person
I like to think that what you did was because you were in over your head, because you had 'too much'
I like to think that you’re sorry  
I like to think that everyone hates you for what you did.
I like to think that I'm strong enough to approach you
ask you why
why you did what you did to me
Did it make you feel like you were worth something?
Did it make you feel powerful?
I wish I didn't have to be proud of myself if I walk past you without holding my breathe
I wish that my heart didn’t drop everyone time someone talks about you.
I wish that the thought of you doesn't disgust me
I wish that I wasn't forgiving.
I like to think that you're a good person
But what you did
Reflects differently.