She wore yellow
And bright were my skies
Breathed in fresh air
And in my stomach I felt butterflies
She wore yellow
And a big smile on her face
Heard her laugh
And my heart started to race
She wore yellow
And "my god" was all I could say
The sun found her
And I couldn't bring myself to look away
And without feeling myself
I said in a mutter
She wore yellow
And I knew my favorite color.

I am a broken person
Like a book with missing pages
I'm thrown at the back of the shelf where no one can see me
And I've been stuck there for ages
Then one afternoon I felt a hand
I didn't know I was cold until her warmth touched me
She took me with her everywhere she went
I tried to tell her that I had missing pages but she never listened to me
She kept trying to figure me out
And I liked my pages being turned
After hopeless tries and countless nights she finally gave up
And put me down
She'd pass by me every once in a while
And brush her warm fingers over me
But I know that she will never pick me up again.

Beautiful girl
Let your hair down
Spread your wings and fly over this old town
Beautiful girl
Sing with your highest voice
Cause believe me, no one has a choice
Beautiful girl
Wear your biggest smile
Even if it was for a little while
Beautiful girl
Cover your hands with color and paint your walls
And let your beautiful mind spread all over the halls
Beautiful girl
Don't forget the taste of sweetness
Of the ones you left breathless
Beautiful girl
Raise your head up high
Because sooner or later you will learn how to fly.

Stood there watching the endless water
Carried by the wind to wash over his shoes
The sound of the waves killing every thought in his head
Leaving the one he wanted gone most
It was too loud for the sound of the waves to ****
He stuffed his pockets and let it **** him instead.

The first time was at night
When it was dark and he was out of sight
He closed the door then sat on the floor
He wondered.. how did he end up like this?
Four. was the number he ended with
Roses bloomed
They grew and died as seasons changed
But life's a cycle, the grew back again
This time it was more, bigger, brighter, leaving a stain
Every time was at night
When it was dark and he was out of sight
He closed the the door then sat on the floor
He knew.. this is what he was made for.

They don't know my name but there isn't anyone to blame
They say I'm weird but they don't know that thats my shield
I am not who they think I am
they say I'm a miracle but I am a ****
But its not about what they say its about how I feel
When I look in the mirror and beg to be healed
The constant thoughts and the wars I fought
They're all in my head where no one can see
And because they can't see they will never let me be
But I try my best and put a smile on my face
Because it is best to hide all trace
What a waste of a life.

Before
I feel the chaos
I feel the rage
but I miss the feeling of every stage

During
oh the rush
oh the burn
oh the calmness of the turn

After
here comes the guilt
here comes the sadness
here comes the start of the ever lasting madness