Bad decisions but fun times
So does that really make it a crime?
I'm ambling but I think it is okay
I just am done getting used day after day

When mean vibes attack
You feel like you have to fight back
It is too late to fight the problem
So I took it out on another him

They are not all the same
Thus they are not all to blame
Bad decisions but were the times really fun?
No, not when you hurt someone

I'm sad because a whole school year has gone by
and i still miss you

I'm sad because this summer will never be the same
it never could have been the same
as last

I'm sad because I want to make this right but there is nothing  I can do
helplessness at it's finest

I'm not just sad because, I was sad when I left, sad during, and sad now

Sadness is a tough feeling
it creeps up on you at random times of the day
and attacks

And so I stay
6 million miles away
from you at all times
just trying to make rhymes
just watching the time go.. bye

the secrets youve told me
ive taken them to my grave
my closet is empty
forever and always

its a combination of songs
Without the rhythm they are words: true and meaningful
With the rhythm, they are again songs
songs I listen to
screaming in my head
incessantly
forever



or maybe just for tonight

How I miss you so
your support, love and how happy
you made me

Why did I make you go
I ****** up
maybe

And all i can do
is listen to the voicemail
over and over
that very voicemail
the one that you left me
filled with so much love
that
one
day

Skiing today
Eggs and bacon for breakfast
Abuelas Christmas leggings on my legs
Jon bellion coming on shuffle
skip
Pictures of you on Instagram
My birthday without you
Heart still hurts
I messed up
*help

Home is where You are
So i can never go home again
it's the breathe being slowly drawn out of me
it's the tears choking my face with sadness
nothing will ever be the same
because Home is where You are
and i can never go home again