I always feel like my life goes in circles
back again
to the start
never reaching the end

all I ever do is
repeat my mistakes
I write the same thing
over and over
it's the same pain

life
dies
whenever I'm around

my lack of sympathy
gets me in problems
I don't want to

just a little older
the air
less cold

if I could touch the sun
I would

I hope one day
soon
I can delete your number
never speak to you again

How could I ever try and understand such a cold man
Heartless too

you have no feelings
for those who love you

When I need you the most
You're never there


This one is for you

All the tears that have fallen
down my chin

all of the words
written with heartbreak

I'm tired of feeling this way

Cloudy skies
with thunderstorms

You turn off all the lights
Leave me in the dark
I've found my way

Why don't you disappear
Why don't you speak

Turn on the lights
Scare me
I'm traumatized

You will never

Never ever

Ever

Never

Love me

If you want things so simple
send me the pin number
I'll keep our talks
to the minimum

I see a lovely sunset
from the opposite side
of the sky
hidden in trees
covered in green
wrapped around orange hues and in sky blue
now fading into
pink
soft shocks
to my heart
I know
I'll find that room
that state of mind
the place where my heart comes together

it's fading out
the dead moon
is rising
my ghost
is crying

a beautiful sunset
is only beautiful
when you're
feeling blue

In 565 days I'll be somewhere dead
I'll be in hotel room 31
It'll be 1:22
With a window so high
I'll almost believe I can fly
Not so far away
I can hear you talk
The promises you break
Burn away
I want to sleep away
dream a reality
I'll never see