Awkward Glaces turned into
Fumbling fingers turned into
Nervous laughter turned into
Hopeless smiles turned into
Heart Break and it was always
All of the passion i could muster
All of it for **you

I've been on this sea-saw for what seems like an eternity
I keep gaining courage, just to feel unworthy

you want to be pretty
but your soul is stained by ugly things

Just tell me that you love me one more time
and I'll try to find solace in that

my lungs can only take so much before i drown
tried to call 911 but my fingers forgot how
now I’m swimming in a sea of troubles
there is no escape
my white flag was torn to shreds by the wind that's whipping my face
calling for help is useless now
my throat is raw from my screams
eyes are getting foggy
if i sleep I’ll awake from this dream