lemon

lemon Dec 2013

I thought I had found my happy
But my happy was growing a hole
And every day the hole gets bigger
How much longer till my happy is just shreds?
I don't want to know
I don't want to

lemon Dec 2013

I cant

She knew
She knew I wanted him
And so she snatched him from hands
MY BEST FRIEND
And I told her "No, it's fine"
"I'm totally okay with it"
I am hurt
So bad

lemon Dec 2013

Please

I just sit
I sit and I beg
I beg for something to be right
I beg to be happy
I beg to be loved and held and kissed
I beg for forgiveness and I beg to be worthy
I beg for things I cant not have and can not be
Not right now at least

lemon Nov 2013

Life

I hate it
I HATE it
IHATEIT
This
Stupid
Thing
Called
Life

lemon Nov 2013

Still a little crazy

I was locked up
No fresh air
No good food
They called it a mental institution
It felt like a boot camp
Go in crazy
Come out sane
I don't think they fixed me
Not all the way

lemon Oct 2013

The Doctor and his companion

A doctor and his companion
Who at first couldn't stand him
She's grown to feel love
For this man she is dreaming of
He's in her mind
He's in her thoughts
Oh she doesn't want it to stop
He's her man
Her everything
The sad part is he doesn't see
Doesn't recognize her feelings
When she's gone he realizes
She wasn't even trying to hide it
It's too late she has to go
Now they part forevermore
With a kiss she says goodbye
After she's left he starts to cry
Slams the Tardis door
Screams "WHY"
This man
The Doctor
Is so blue
For he is nothing
Without you

Wow, feelsy dr who poem

lemon Oct 2013

love ya

I look at you
across the room
a smile on your face
like a dozen rays
of sunshine

You see my stare
you fix your hair
glancing over
at me

it makes my heart
beat
pretty **** hard

make me love
make me laugh
i wanna feel that
with you
only you
just you

i sang this as i wrote it