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lemon Oct 2013

I looked at the two boys holding eachother
And something inside me broke
It broke open
New contents spilled into my hull
My delicate shell that holds my entire being
Then I felt something
A longing, maybe despair
For I am not who I wish to be
I am not WHAT I wish to be
I'm just a boy
Who likes boys
Born a girl
Who is confused
And scared

lemon Oct 2013

Warriors

We are young
But We are Strong
Inside our Heads
A War Wages On

We were made
Warriors too soon
Never had the chance
To grow
To bloom

lemon Sep 2013

Those times

Those times
When you just feel like you're broken
And everything hurts
Those times
When you wonder
How do people go on

lemon Sep 2013

Space Husbands

He falls to his knees
At the sound of his loves last breath
All the things he never said
Running constant through his head

"I love you"
The words slip off his tongue
But it's too late
The deed is done

Those were the words
He could never say
For his love was his best friend
But now he's gone away

lemon Aug 2013

Not the colors!!!

I'm sinking
I'm loosing sight
Of the colors
Of the light

lemon Aug 2013

Yep

Wow

I ****

lemon Aug 2013

Cuts

My cuts
My little slices
Of pain
Of red
They feel so good
For so little
I can't make them last long enough
So I make more
And more
Until my forearms are covered
What's next?
My thighs
And when I'm done slicing up those
I might even try for my major arteries
Because this existence
Of pain
And torture
That I bring upon myself
It's *******