Suicide's too good for me.

Help me
I mean, I'm okay.
I want to die
I mean, I'm okay.
I can't take this anymore*
I mean, I'm okay.

I'm not here for myself.
I'm here for the people who care about me
and for her.
*That might not be motivation enough...

My life will be.
*Not to be taken seriously, just wishful thinking.

We were inseparable
And you were ripped away from me
And I miss you
And I need you
And I love you
And I may have to wait 60 years
But we will be joined again
Because I can't live without you
You are both the reason
Why my heart is beating
And why it wants to stop
Because wherever you are
Is my home
*And I want to come home.

Every day after that
I cried for hours
I locked myself in my room
And isolated
I had nobody to talk to anyways
Then I found someone
Who I could talk to
And I could breathe again.

Your body was lowered into the ground
Tears poured down my face
My heart, already shattered,
was being pulverized with every beat
The agony was too great
A few weeks later
I failed to **** myself
I failed to join you
I will someday...hopefully soon.