For six months
I stood by your side
Begging you to come back
Because I needed you
I loved you
I still do
And I need you.
You made my life complete
You made it actually MEAN something
A world where I was actually happy
And I would wait
Knowing that'd you'd recover
Because I was naive
But then you met Death
Cold, silent, and unfeeling
He took you away
And I've never been the same since.
*But I know, deep in my heart, that Heaven needed another angel, but I can't help but wish they could send you back just for a bit.

I remember seeing
Her slip ever so slightly
And fall
over
I remember watching
As she sped towards
the ground
crunch
I remember hearing
The sound of her
broken bones
shattering
Which sounded
at the same time
As my heart.
I remember tripping
Down the stairs
In my haste
crying
I remember holding
Her broken body
In my arms
"Come back!"
I remember her
eyes locking on to mine
For just a moment
Before they faded away....
*And I may love another
But never like her

Don't judge a book by its cover.
Almost everyone I know
Has a smile on their face
But deep down
They're sad.
Even if they've tricked themselves into thinking otherwise.

It's not about how much you've been through
"But you've been through so much more"
If you don't want to talk to me ONLY because of that
That is completely stupid.
I want to hear your story.
I want to help you
I'm not going to scoff
and go
"That's it?! You're weak!"
I'm going to listen.

**Everyone is deserving of help, it doesn't matter what they've been through or how bad it is.

I ruined our friendship
Just when I needed you the most
And it's clearly my fault
Because lately everything is.

I most certainly am.