Skai: Poems

Sep 2015 · 792

Skai Sep 2015

"Now you're lost
Lost in the heat of it all
Girl you know you're lost
Lost in the thrill of it all
Miami, Amsterdam
Tokyo, Spain, lost
Los Angeles, India
Lost on a train, lost"

Brings me back to that night. I don't often think about it; I try not to. But, oh, I do love reliving that moment.

Sep 2015 · 234

Joseph

Skai Sep 2015

Joseph

There is nothing I love more
that being in your arms
and me in yours.

Your smell making me feel
like I am at home.

Your soft snores filling
my ears.

Your tired eyes,
and the sleepy cuddling
when we wake up.

And when your smell stains
my pillow.

I'm so sick of sleeping alone.

I love having a friend I can just hold and sleep next to. There is nothing better in this world.

Aug 2015 · 312

Chained//The XX

Skai Aug 2015

Chained//The **

We used to be closer than this
We used to be closer than this
We used to get closer than this
Is it something you missed?

Winged or chained
I ask you would you have stayed
Did I hold you too tight?
Did I not let enough light in?

J

Jul 2015 · 280

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Skai Jul 2015

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you are a scar that never fades away.

i still love him.

Jul 2015 · 199

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Skai Jul 2015

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I'm going to throw up
every feeling
I've ever had for you.

Jul 2015 · 272

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Skai Jul 2015

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it's going to work out
it's going to work out
it's going to work out*

and nothing has hurt more.

Jun 2015 · 1.9k

Afraid - The Neighbourhood

Skai Jun 2015

Afraid - The Neighbourhood

When I wake up I’m afraid, somebody else might end up being me

Keep on dreaming, don’t stop breathing, fight those demons
Sell your soul, not your whole self
If they see it when you’re sleeping, make them leave it
And I can’t even see if it’s all there anymore so

You’re too mean, I don’t like you, ******* anyway
You make me wanna scream at the top of my lungs
It hurts but I won’t fight you
You **** anyway
You make me wanna die, right when I

Jun 2015 · 186

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Skai Jun 2015

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And I didn't realize how
unhappy I was.

...that is until you told me.

Jun 2015 · 454

A Waste of Space - Dayshell

Skai Jun 2015

A Waste of Space - Dayshell

Tonight my love is unsafe,
I'm left with doubts and mistakes,
Collapsing into the bottle of you.
If I could rewind and go back,
I'd destroy the place that we first me at.
And I just might.

J

Jun 2015 · 2.1k

Flight of the Navigator - Childish Gambino

Skai Jun 2015

Flight of the Navigator - Childish Gambino

I had a dream
I had a dream I was flying over all of us
There were so many pretty people
So many pretty faces
I talked to some birds
I fell in love again
And none of this ever ended
Everything just kept going, and going and going
And even when you laughed, when you cried
And even when you were sad you were really happy
Because you were here
And I got to meet every star, every planet
Everything that made me
And we all kissed
And became the same
We became the same
We became the same

Jun 2015 · 339

J VI

Skai Jun 2015

J VI

I have seen many eyes,
but have only made a home in yours.

Jun 2015 · 291

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Skai Jun 2015

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I never thought I would forget that night that we
gazed at the stars on the trampoline.
I showed you where my favorite star,
Orion
and Mars
is in the night sky.
We laughed and laughed
because you could not see it.
It was cold,
but our body heat kept us warm...
or was it our body heat that kept us warm in the cold night?
Was it the love from our veins bursting through our skin?

Jun 2015 · 384

Mine

Skai Jun 2015

Mine

I cannot stop thinking about
your body next to mine,
molding the thought of you into
my side.
Your breaths insync with mine; your heart beating with mine.
My thoughts retracing the nights
when your body was mine.

Not sure how to end this..

Jun 2015 · 226

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Skai Jun 2015

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"The way you talk about him,
it's like you're in love with him."

Jun 2015 · 548

Heartbeat//Childish Gambino

Skai Jun 2015

Heartbeat//Childish Gambino

Are we dating? Are we *******?
Are we best friends? Are we something in between that?
I wish we never ******, and I mean that

Jun 2015 · 154

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Skai Jun 2015

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I have love on my mind,
and a body that's always next to mine.
I'm still having those thoughts
that turn into huge knot.
My scars are starting to be mended,
oh, how I thought it had ended.

a repost that i wrote almost 2 years ago

May 2015 · 439

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Skai May 2015

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I could
seriously love you.

and I already have.

May 2015 · 247

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Skai May 2015

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Too many things are happening
for it to be a coincidence.

May 2015 · 731

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Skai May 2015

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i hope everyone knows
it's not because of them,
it has everything to do with
me.

May 2015 · 175

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Skai May 2015

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Will it happen again?

May 2015 · 174

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Skai May 2015

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I've dreamed of you every night
since then.

May 2015 · 255

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Skai May 2015

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No words were said,
but I knew.

I knew when you held my hand
as we walked through the crowd of people.

I knew when you layed your head
on my shoulder and swayed to the music.

I knew when I almost fell,
you sat me down and cooled me off.

I knew when she couldn't move,
you calmed me down.

If that's not love,
I don't know what is.

Apr 2015 · 280

Jazz Fest 2015

Skai Apr 2015

Jazz Fest 2015

I swayed in his arms
and I knew what true friendship
felt like.

Apr 2015 · 181

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Skai Apr 2015

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And I dream of
us again.

About Friday

Apr 2015 · 281

J V

Skai Apr 2015

J V

He apologized multiple times because
he was my first,
but
that's all I've ever wanted.

Apr 2015 · 208

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Skai Apr 2015

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i sure did look cute
in between your legs.

;)

Apr 2015 · 239

J IV

Skai Apr 2015

J IV

What was going on in your head in that moment?

Apr 2015 · 160

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Skai Apr 2015

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the calm
after the storm.

last night was...beyond any words i could ever speak.

Apr 2015 · 239

April 21

Skai Apr 2015

April 21

The date has become nothing,
and I don't know if that's a good or bad thing

Apr 2015 · 160

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Skai Apr 2015

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could you ever love me the same way you did
those few years ago?

Apr 2015 · 152

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Skai Apr 2015

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Could we ever be together?

A question I've been pondering about lately. About two people.

Apr 2015 · 164

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Skai Apr 2015

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i wonder if you could ever love me again.

Apr 2015 · 231

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Skai Apr 2015

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I sit and reminisce about
when you could've been mine.

Apr 2015 · 575

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Skai Apr 2015

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its funny because no one knows
the *truth.

Apr 2015 · 165

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Skai Apr 2015

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touching you today was the hardest thing ive had to do in years,
just because i know im not yours to ever touch.

i love you.

Apr 2015 · 247

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Skai Apr 2015

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what everyone doesn't know is that
I've been doing this on purpose.

Apr 2015 · 176

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Skai Apr 2015

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i don't know how i will heal this time

Apr 2015 · 249

J III

Skai Apr 2015

J III

you're not capable of being in love with me,
but as long as you love me,
i'm okay.

Apr 2015 · 161

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Skai Apr 2015

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"There's more to that relationship, huh?"
My dearest grandmother,
I wish I could tell you the answer
to that question,
but I don't even know.

Apr 2015 · 222

J II

Skai Apr 2015

J II

I adore you.

Apr 2015 · 625

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Skai Apr 2015

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he gave me a look that set
a fire in my heart.
he turned the lights off,
and my heart raced faster.
closer
and
closer he scooted,
but did nothing.
why didnt he kiss me?

Apr 2015 · 204

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Skai Apr 2015

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im having a crisis,
and you're probably just fine.

Apr 2015 · 196

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Skai Apr 2015

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I didn't know when she would come back,
but she's at the door.