Falling for you was the best mistake i've ever committed
And i have absolutely no intentions of rectifying it
No one increases my heart rate like you do
And i intend to keep it that way
My heart only feels for you
My mind only thinks of you
My eyes only want to see you
And my arms only want to hold you

You say that you're better than me
'Coz i'm bad
I accept that i'm bad
But i'm still better than you
You know why?
'Coz unlike you i don't pretend to be good

You see...unlike you
...acting has never been forte
With me
You get what you see

Time never stops
But weirdly enough
When you're enjoying..it seems to fly
While when you're suffering..it just seems to prolong itself
When you are in love..it seems to stand still
When suffer from a heartbreak..it doesn't heal...it only kills
Time...
It's hard to predict anything about it
The only certain thing is that it will constantly change
The good times won't last forever
And neither will be the bad times
You just gotta take it as it comes
And make the most of it when you can

I wish to **** myself
'Coz i loved you
And you did too
But neither was brave enough to say it
We both kept waiting for the other one to make the move
And ultimately life just pushed us apart in different directions
It was such a cowardly relationship
If only i had said those words.....
You are married now
You have 2 kids
When i see you now...honestly it's hard to look at you
My heart just pains
Every inch of my existence just bites me
My soul weeps
And no amount of consolation can comfort it
So i wish to die
Probably death will help relieve the pain
'Coz life is not making matters any easy

You speak a language which i don't fully understand
And i speak one which you don't get completely either
But that has never been a problem in our relationship
'Coz our hearts have always communicated perfectly

We don't meet that often
We both live in different countries
We mostly meet via the internet and telephonic conversations
But that has never been a problem in our relationship
'Coz our hearts keep meeting every second

Distance doesn't matter
'Coz our love is forever
With every passing day
It just keeps getting stronger
Even though i'm not with you all the time
I have lived every moment with you
I can feel your illuminating presence all around me
The flowers...they remind me of you
I see you in the moon
The constellations
In the smile of a kid
In the open sky
And every night in my dreams


If two people truly love each other...then no barrier can come in between.

It's not just today
But every single day....
...Among the many thoughts and topics that travel through my head
You're the one topic that is constantly trending
I mean the number of views you are getting in my head and my heart is insane!
One of these days i'm pretty sure my server is going to crash!
So would you please take a look at my heart?
Your name has been imprinted on it in golden letters
Ever since the day i have met you
And started interacting with you
I'm feeling like a cloud
Floating and moving around in the air of love
I have never felt this way before
My heart sings now
A rush of energy just rushes through my veins
My whole body just trembles with excitement
My soul just feels so very restless
Love is such an incredible feeling
So please take a look at my heart..
....it's beating only for you

Har ishq ka ek waqt hota hai
Woh hamara waqt nahi tha
Lekin uska yeh matlab nahi kay woh
...ishq nahi tha
(Urdu and Hindi)

English Translation

Every love has it's time
That wasn't our time
But that doesn't mean that it wasn't love

Why do i do or say things which i regret later?
Am i bad or stupid?
Or is it that i'm misunderstood?
Why can't people just let me be?
I'm always trying to be good
And yet i'm being made out to be the villian
What am i doing wrong?
Where am i going wrong?

Dear life,
......i sincerely and humbly request you to cut me some slack
Even if it is for a day
I badly need a day off..
A day where i'm not thought of wrongly
A day where i can find some moments of peace
A day where i don't shed tears
A day where i don't have no argument
A day where i don't have to be careful or cautious
A day where i can just be me

I hope it's not too much ask for

I tried a lot
But i couldn't become a poet like you
So i became the poem instead
And my word....
...you write so beautifully about me
Describing each and every facet of mine...
My beauty
My sensuality
My vulnerability
My pain
My fury
My desire
My dreams
My hopes
My fears
My insecurities
My strengths
My weaknesses
You capture all of this so beautifully in your writings
Your poetries about me are like paintings painted with the most exquisite of colours
Your words arouse my soul
They tease and touch my heart
Your writings are honest
Your writings tell me more about myself than i ever knew
Keep writing about me
I love reading it
It gives me an insight into the unknown
The unexplored side of me
The more i read your writings
The more i fall in love with you
I enjoy being your muse
Never stop writing
'Coz i fell in love with your words first and then you

'Even though i know i'm a dead man...i'm worried i'll miss her...the years i have spent with her have been pure magic...she has always stood by me no matter what..she's the sole reason for my happiness..and to see her in tears now doesn't feel good...and no matter how much science might have advanced..i realize that after a certain point we are all helpless in front of God's will...we have no choice but to accept it...so as i'm standing on the brink of death and preparing to exit this world...i can't help but think of how we met and eventually fell for one another...she a writer...me a scientist..the two don't usually go together..but there are always exceptions..and we we were definitely one of them...she fell for my honesty..i fell for the fantasy world she created through her words....She completed me from every aspect of my life.So my dear wife....as i lie on my death-bed i just want to tell you that i love you,admire you and respect you...always keep writing,stay strong and never give up...and whenever you miss me just look up in the night sky...i will be out there among the constellations shining my love upon you...i will always be with you..even when i'm not there.'

Three things i love about dreams:-
1)I can be anyone i want
2)I can be anywhere i want
3)I can be with anyone i want

If you're upset with me
Then shout at me
Scream at me
Scold me
Argue with me
But please don't give me the silent treatment
'Coz when you do that my heart virtually stops beating

I'm prepared to walk on fire
I'm ready to swim across the ocean
I'm prepared to pass through forests
I'm ready to fight the world
I'm prepared to face inclement weather
I'm ready to survive the storms
Just tell me that you will be with me every step of the way
'Coz your presence will make even the most difficult of journeys seem enjoyable
With you by my side
No hardship is too big to stop me

When you want to be with somebody even in your dreams
Know that your heart is no longer just yours
It has become a captive to the charms of someone special
Wake up and open your eyes
You've been bitten by the love bug!
It's an amazing feeling isn't it?
A little confusing at first
It takes you a little time to realize what's going on
You meet and interact with someone and after a while a part of your brain and heart keeps telling you that you want to meet this person again
Whenever you see or talk to this person..
..you feel different
..it's a feeling you feel only when being with this person
..your heart starts singing a tune you've never heard before
..you just feel super good being around that person
..you heart blushes at the mere thought of that person
..your mind always wanders to the thought of that person
You don't plan for this to happen
It just happens.....
And once it does
You just start viewing life from a different perspective alltogether
And what an awesome feeling it is when that love is reciprocated!

Love just has this incredible power to uplift your spirit and arouse your soul
It beautifies your heart and soothes your senses
It adds meaning to your life
Love...an emotion which makes our life in this harsh world somewhat liveable

I'm drowning in a sea of doubts and fears
Dear belief and courage...
...where are you???
Just when i need you both the most
You seem to have deserted me
I mean...what i do now?
How do i cope with this situation now?
You guys were my only hope
How do you expect me to fight without you?

What is that you are looking for dear heart?
What is it that you keep searching for my soul?
What do you keep thinking about dear mind?
What is that you want my life?
Are you hungry for the materialistic stuff?
Do you crave for the tempting candy floss of the world?
Do you feel attracted to the dark?
Fame,fortune,success...are these actually achievements in the real sense?
Moments of peace
Moments of isolation
Moments of magic
Moments of serenity
Moments of selflessness
Some folks who love you and care for you
Making a difference in someone's life
Doing something for those i don't even know
That is what i want
That is how i wish to live
I don't want a comfortable life
I want a meaningful life
A productive life
So dear heart,soul,mind and life...
Please don't lose yourself in the glitz and glamour of the world
The world is one heartless son of a b**
So be careful
Take every step with caution
There will be many temptations in front of you
But you need to be strong
Make full use of your potential
And do things you can be proud of

What an amazing feeling it is
When you are able to give a smile
At a time when someone expects your anger
When you are able to stay strong
At a time when someone expects you to shed tears
When you are able to fight
At a time when someone expects you to give up


I wish i could do this more often

I can see myself dying
But that's not the sad part
The scary part is that i don't see anyone beside my death-bed during my final moments
I don't see anyone missing me
Remembering me
Or even turning up at my burial...
...which makes me ask myself
Who was i living for so many years?
Why was i living?
How did i survive for so many years?
What was the purpose of my existence?
Did i actually ever live?
Who am i?
What is my identity?
What have i done?
I'm trying real hard to find an answer to all of these powerful questions
But all i'm coming up with is a big blank
And slowly but surely i'm learning about the non-existence of my existence
I must confess that to me this is quite a rude reminder of my insipid life
I had such high hopes from life
Where did all those fancy and delightful dreams disappear?
Those so-called friends,well-wishers and lovers..where are they?
So all this while the carrot that was dangling in front of me..never actually existed
This is really hard to take
Life...you are so unfair
What did i ever do to **** you off?

Dear life...
...will you be my valentine?
I don't have no one
And it feels kinda' lonely
I promise i won't bore or irritate you
Just spend some time with me..
..that's all
I don't having anything special organized as such
Just you and me sitting by the beach
Holding hands
Witnessing the sunset
Listening to some music
Sharing a glass of wine
Sharing our hopes,dreams and fears
And burying our sorrows
So what say?
Care to spend the day with me?
I'm not the most romantic guy you'll meet
But i'm very sincere and dedicated
And open to learning
I hope that counts for something right

The trouble with 'trouble' is that it mostly comes without any warnings..you know...it's like it just drops in unannounced...outta nowhere it just hits you..and you're like..'hang on..things were going pretty smooth up until now..where'd that come from?'And the truth is you can't always be prepared for it...'coz..somethings you just never see coming...i sometimes wish that there was a crystal ball or something where i could see the troubles heading my way and try and avoid them.

When you are told that you don't look your age...and more specifically when you are told that you look at least 5 to 6 years below your age..is it supposed to be a compliment or an insult?..i sometimes feel a bit confused about this...does it mean that i've maintained myself well and look pretty young or does it mean that i don't look mature enough?..but then again i realized that maturity isn't reflected by your looks..it is revealed through what you say and what you do and as far being being young is concerned,one is as young as one feels.

I'm drowning in your love
Please let me
Don't hand me any straws to clutch on to
I'm just getting started
I wanna sink to the bottom

Teray husn ki taarif may
Alfaaz kam par jaatay hai
Tujhay dekhkar
Kya kahay
Kya na kahay
Yeh samjah hi nahi patay hai
Aisi hai teri khoobsurti ki shaan-o-shaukat
Kay teray baray may agar kitaab bhi likhoon
Toh woh bhi kam parjayegi
(Urdu and Hindi)

English Translation

Words fall short in praise of your beauty
When looking at you i simply cannot understand as to
What to say
And what not to say
Such is the magnificence of your beauty
That even if i write a book about you
Even that won't be sufficient to describe your beauty

In 1915, aged thirty-six, Einstein was living in war-torn Berlin, while his estranged wife, Mileva, and their two sons, Hans Albert Einstein and Eduard “Tete” Einstein, lived in comparatively safe Vienna. On November 4th that year he wrote a letter to his 11 year-old son Hans Albert which reads as follows:-

My dear Albert,

Yesterday I received your dear letter and was very happy with it. I was already afraid you wouldn't write to me at all any more. You told me when I was in Zurich, that it is awkward for you when I come to Zurich. Therefore I think it is better if we get together in a different place, where nobody will interfere with our comfort. I will in any case urge that each year we spend a whole month together, so that you see that you have a father who is fond of you and who loves you. You can also learn many good and beautiful things from me, something another cannot as easily offer you. What I have achieved through such a lot of strenuous work shall not only be there for strangers but especially for my own boys. These days I have completed one of the most beautiful works of my life, when you are bigger, I will tell you about it.

I am very pleased that you find joy with the piano. This and carpentry are in my opinion for your age the best pursuits, better even than school. Because those are things which fit a young person such as you very well. Mainly play the things on the piano which please you, even if the teacher does not assign those. That is the way to learn the most, that when you are doing something with such enjoyment that you don’t notice that the time passes. I am sometimes so wrapped up in my work that I forget about the noon meal. . . .

Be with Tete

Kissed by your Papa

Regards to Mama.

It is said that too much of anything in life is bad or perhaps not advisable.It's pretty safe to say that this includes both friends and foes..although the foes are a little better..you know upfront that they hate you and are always waiting for an opportunity to get after you..with friends though it's a bit more complicated..only when you need them the most during the trying times of your life..that you actually get to know who your real friends are...and then again there are some friends who you only realize later are worse than your foes.

I don't know what i want from life(do we ever know?)
But ever since the time i met you...
...i know that i want you in my life

My mind is going through turbulent times
I just can’t seem to come up with no rhymes
Ideas have deserted me
No clear path do I see
My thoughts seem to stink
Nothing interesting can i think
Words refuse to flow
This mental block just doesn’t seem to go
Day by day
The clock keeps ticking away
And yet I’m still looking for the perfect rhyme
Or is there really any such thing???
And if there is,then that rare gem to me…would you please bring???
Perhaps I’m just waiting for my muse
Who can re-ignite my brain’s blown-up fuse
‘Coz as of now I **** confused
What to write
What to discard
****!!!...honestly writing never seemed this hard

She was the cynosure of everyone's eyes at every party
She was the object of every man's desire
Women envied here
Men admired her
Her beauty was beyond belief
Surreal almost
Beautiful long locks
Deep blue eyes
Rosy red lips
Her voice was as sweet as honey
She was one of a kind
And yet she never could become anyone's story

You're not a want
You're my need
My daily cup of morning coffee
My food for thought
My greatest source of oxygen
My soul's elixir
My heart's blood
My biggest support
The one who lifts my spirits when i'm down
The one who cheers me up when i'm sad
The one who makes every pain go away
The one who loves me for who i am
The one who accepts me with an open heart
The one who completes me in ways i could've never imagined
Life without you holds no meaning to me
I'm blessed to you have someone like you in my life
I don't say this often enough
But you truly are the best thing that has ever happened to me
I was down in the dumps when i met you
And how you helped me ressurect my life
I love you
I admire you
I respect you
....my dearest,lovely,sweet wife
Twenty years and counting...
...till death do us part

A certain thing is thought of to be as impossible as long as it is not done or achieved...then one person comes along and shows the way...and the rest follow...the human resolve and effort is truly amazing.This burning desire to face perils,undertake challenges,attempt the impossible..this constant burning zeal to explore and question..this is what defines a human...hatred,violence,intolerance,barbarism...these aren't traits worthy of a human...the things that are happening in the world today baffle me and scare me.Citizens are being deprived of their right to freedom of speech and expression.Those who speak out against the atrocities of the government are termed as unpatriotic.People are dying for want of medicine.There is no safety for women.Those insensitive and disgraceful fairness cream ads on tv misleading people.The media and the police have become mere puppets in the hands of ministers.Corruption and fake promises..that is what define our politicians...love and compassion...where have these traits disappeared???...Honesty,integrity......these seem so rare now.People say that the world has advanced..new technology,big companies,big structures,new cars,..we are exploring the galaxy like never before...but the sad truth is that the rich are getting richer while the poor continue to struggle.I personally feel the world has degraded...we as humans have a touched a new low.This is not the world i wanted to grow up in...i would've been better off as a Martian!(if there was ever such a thing)

People say that you need to love yourself first in order to be able to love others...but how is one supposed to love oneself when he doesn't know what love is,when he has never ever felt or experienced it?
How is one supposed to know about love when all his life he has witnessed and experienced nothing save for violence and hatred?
Is he supposed to learn about love from books and movies??...does it even work that way?...how can you truly know an emotion if you've never ever felt it?..and if you've never felt it...how do you display it?

I'm made of fragile bones
A sensitive heart
A strong mind
And an unbreakable spirit

If living life is an art
Then finding someone who loves you for what you are is like creating the ultimate masterpiece

Whenever i feel lonely and all alone and it seems as if the entire world is against me and my problems are overpowering me..i just look into the mirror and realize that-'hey,look...i do have someone who loves me,respects me and cares for me...someone's who has always believed in me and i owe it to that someone to fight till the very end and just hang in there.'

Will you still love me when i'm no longer young and beautiful?

Will you still love me when i've got nothing but my aching soul?

-Lana Del Ray

The world saw her beauty
But they never could see the pain she concealed beneath the veil of her smile
Her eyes gave absolutely nothing
And yet one look into her heart would tell you everything
It's just that no one ever bothered to know her heart

"Dear Rolf Harrer,
I am a person you don't know. A man you've never met...But you are someone who occupies my mind...and my heart...in this distant land where I've gone. If you can imagine a hidden place, tucked safely away from the world...concealed by walls of high, snow-capped mountains...a place rich with all the strange beauty of your night-time dreams...Then you know where I am."

"In the country where I'm travelling - Tibet - people believe if they walk long distances to holy places...it purifies the bad deeds they've committed...They believe the more difficult the journey, the greater the depth of purification."

"...In this place where time stands still, it seems that everything is moving..including me. I can't say I know where I'm going. Nor whether my bad deeds can be purified...there are so many things I've done which I regret. But when I come to a full stop, I hope you will understand that the distance between us is not as great as it seems...

With deep affection,
your father...
Heinrich Harrer."

I invested my soul and mind into this relationship
The least i expect is that you give me a proper reason as to why we can't be together now
These years of my life that i put in for you
Don't these mean anything to you?
Just when i thought our journey together would culminate into something beautiful...
...you're quitting on me
How can you do this?
Tell me something very honestly
...did you ever truly love me?

Inspite of all the hurt you caused me
All the arguments we had
All the misunderstandings we had
I still think about you
It's been almost six months
And i still can't get over you
A part of me still loves you
A part of me still believes that we might reconcile
'Coz inspite of all the problems we had
We did share some beautiful moments
We did have some good times
When i was with you...every inch of my body just felt so alive
My heart and my mind was so much at peace
You gave me the kind of love i had never experienced before
A love without any pretence
And so my naive heart still hopes for a miracle
Call me crazy
Call me foolish
Call me shameless
But i'm still hopeful
I still love you
And i really,really miss you
Please come back
My friends and family keep telling me that i will find someone better
That should i just move on
But how do i explain it to them that you are the best person i ever met
You are the only one for whom my heart sang
My life feels incomplete without you
So please come back
Let us try and work our issues out
And give ourselves another chance
We owe it to our love

Growing up,watching cartoons was one of my favourite pastimes.
Nowadays whenever i feel like watching cartoons i just watch and hear politicians.

If you have to think and measure your words before speaking to the person you love
Then i'm afraid you're with the wrong person

No matter how much science and medicine might have advanced..we are just so helpless in front of Almighty's will...all we can do is try,hope and pray...death will come when it wants to.

How sweet is the taste of success when you have constantly failed
How wonderful it is be finally accepted after constant rejections
How refreshing it feels to breathe after being in a suffocated enviroment
How awesome it feels to experience happiness after a season of sadness
How amazing it feels to finally get a chance at life after living death on a daily basis
How incredible it feels to just blank your mind and let go of all your worries

The black river that flows from your head to your shoulders is shining magically under the moonlight
But the river seems to have lost it's way under the influence of the strong wind
For the river is covering your face
So let me use my hands and guide the river on the right path
This will give me a better view of your serene eyes and luscious lips