More often than not...it's the promises we make to ourselves which we break the most.

I don't just love you
I live you
I breathe you
I feel you
I experience you
....every single second of my life
Your love just doesn't leave me
....not even for a moment
It is what has kept the monster inside of me dormant
It is what helps me sleep
Ever since it's been there...i am always happy...i never weep
Through every up
And every down
You taught to smile
And never put on a frown

What would i be without you?
Nothing
Where would i be without you?
Nowhere

You are the best thing that has ever happened to me
You complete me from every aspect of my life
And a lifetime isn't enough to express my deep gratitude to you
THANK YOU for always being with me

Living life is like driving...there are times when you need to slow down,times when you need to accelerate and times when you need to press the brakes.The road of life is a tricky one...no matter how much safety precautions you take,there will be the odd accidents along the way...but don't let these accidents deter you...recover and get back on the road and drive again.Along the way many will ask you for a lift...choose wisely.A pleasant co-passenger will make the ride fun..while a wrong one can make it a hell.

'In those vernal seasons of the year when the air is calm and pleasant,it were an injury and sullenness against nature..not to go out and enjoy her riches and partake in her rejoicing with heaven and earth'-John Milton

I've seen your eyes
They're filled with my images

I've smelt your fragrance
It reeks of me

I've tasted your lips
They taste just like mine

I've seen your dreams
They mostly involve me

I've read your thoughts
They're full of me

I've felt your skin
It feels like mine

I'm all over you
And you're all over me
If i am the wave
Then you are the sea

Let's promise to always be as one
And stick together no matter what
Let nothing separate us other than death

No matter the number of moments of joy and happiness i might have had in my life....i still believe and constantly keep telling myself-'the best is yet to come.'

Victory belongs not to the strongest but to the committed.If you are committed,confident,persistent and sincere...then no hurdle can stop or deter you...someday you will win.

It's been quite an effort on my part to forgive you and accept you back in my life...please don't make me put in that effort again...'coz honestly this time around i won't be able to do it.

I can't decide what's worse....
....the fact that i truly loved you
....or the fact that you never really loved me?

Being without you is like consuming arsenic in small doses
Slowly but surely it kills me with every passing day

Don't just conceal your pain behind the veil of a smile....dispel the pain with the power of a smile...'coz a smile is a curve which sets everything straight.

Jin raaston pay kabhi chala kartay thay
Aaj wohi raastay kaatnay ko daurtay hai
Jinhay kabhi apna samajhtay thay
Aaj wohi hamay paraaya kar chukay hai
Tanhai kay siva ab kuch nahi bacha
Zindagi ab ban chuki hai ek sazaa
(Urdu & Hindi)

English translation

The roads on which i used to walk once
Today they seem to bite me
The one who i used to consider as my own
Today that person has made me an outsider
There is nothing left now save for solitude
Life now has become a punishment

I met you when i was a nobody
And for the first time felt like a somebody
'Coz you always made me feel special
You made me feel that i mattered
And now when i have become in life a somebody
You treat me as a nobody
You just distanced yourself from me
Why???
You say it's over between us
You say i have changed
You say things are different
How???
You are the only one i have ever felt strongly for
I was and  still am the same
....someone madly in love with you
.....someone who cares about you
......someone who only thinks about you
I can't quite fathom this harsh reality
I'd rather go back to the time....
....when i was a nobody
....when you and i were all
.....and nothing else mattered
....everything else was just an illusion
You gave me happiness
You helped me resurrect my life
You helped me become strong
You inspired me to aim for greatness
I can't live without you
....not even for a moment
Please come back to me,baby
My heart is getting cold without you
My soul just feels so empty without you
I need you back in my life
I just can't bear this six degrees of separation from you
....Just can't

It's so very frustrating when you know that the solution to a particular problem has the potential of giving rise to another problem.Sometimes you can't do nothing about it...you are simply left with no other choice but to take that tricky route and hope that it all goes well.

Dispel your fears
Abandon your doubts
Love your imperfections
Embrace your flaws
Make mistakes
Learn from those mistakes
Have dreams
Work hard to achieve those dreams
Focus on your strengths
Have tons of willpower
Have loads of patience
Try new things
Challenge the impossible
Don't listen to the haters
Do what you want to do
Fall in love
Value and cherish those who give meaning to your life
Learn to give
Learn to help
Express yourself
Love yourself
Believe in yourself
Never give up

Inhale
Exhale
Walk
Run
Pray
Travel
Explore
Read
Write
Listen
­Feel
Observe
Absorb
Think
Imagine
Experience
Interact
Communicate­

You are whoever and whatever you want yourself to be
Have faith in life...
....it's tough
....it's challenging
....it's unpredictable
....but it's not heartless
It will always give you chances
Just be ready to grab them
Your life is a gift...
....make full use of it

When people start speaking against you...know that you are progressing.

The day you know and realize what you are and what you want to do...that is the day your life actually begins.

You've stolen my heart
You've stolen my peace of mind
You've taken over thoughts
You've embedded your existence deep into my soul
Your love has painted its vibrant colours all over the canvas of my heart
The taste of your lips has merged with mine
And created a magical flavour
Your intoxicating fragrance has spread its roots all over my senses
Your charm has made its way to every nerve in my body
The softness of your skin has registered itself with every pore in my skin
Your sweet voice has spread itself to every nerve in my ears
Your image keeps lingering in my mind all the time
You've become a habit now
A way of life
A daily routine
My eyes only want to see you
My skin only wants to feel you
My ears only want to hear you
My lips only want to taste you
My heart only beats for you
You reside within me now
I can feel you in every inch of my body,mind and soul
Our existences have now truly interwined
....Till death do us part

When the past calls,let it go to voicemail...it has nothing new to say.

In life,i have seen many highs
And seen many lows
I've had good moments
I've taken many blows
I've seen friends turn to foes
I've been hurt by those i loved
My trust has been broken many times
I've been humiliated
I've slipped into depression
I've cried many nights
I've experienced loneliness among a sea of people
And when it all seemed lost and gone
And there seemed to be no hope
A little voice in my head told me-
'Don't disgrace the human spirit by giving up and not even trying
You are a fighter.Fight it out'
And so i still keep fighting
I keep trying
I keep working
What my future holds..only GOD knows
It is my duty is to put in all the efforts i can
Give my best in everything i do
And to never give up...
...no matter how adverse the situation
I owe this much to myself
I will not depend or rely on anyone
I alone will fight my battles

Teray bin may jee nahi pa raha hoon
Teri yaad mujhay murnay bhi nahi deti
Jau to kaha jau?
Kisko apnay dil ka haal batau?
(Urdu & Hindi)

English Translation

I'm not being able to live without you
Your memories don't let me die either
Where do i go?
To whom do i describe my heart's condition?

Ey meri mehbooba
Teray baray may sochkar apnay baray may sochna jurm hai
Tujhay yaad rakhna mera ek jurm tha
Tujhay bhool jana mera doosra jurm tha
(Urdu & Hindi)

English Translation
O, my lover
To think about myself after thinking about you is a crime
To have remembered you was a crime
To have forgotten you was my second crime

Love is divine
Love is sacred
It is the only antidote
For this poison named hatred

Love is a blessing
Love is a gift
It can bridge
Any rift

Love is a challenge
Love is a mystery
Love is what gives us a memorable present
So that we can create a glorious history

Love is the beginning
Love is the end
It's path is never straight
There's always a bend

Love is beautiful
Love is serene
When in love
Your soul just feels so clean

Love is dedication
Love is devotion
Love is an intoxicating drug
It is a magical potion

Love is what inspires you
Love is what helps you get through the testing times
......I guess that's it for now
'Coz i'm kinda' running out of rhymes!

Some dreams should never be made to wait...'coz the best dreams are the dreams which have met reality.

'I won't cry for you...my mascara is too expensive'-Adriana Lima

Zindagi may itnay gham saha hoon
Kay abtoh ashqon say dosti ** chuki hai
Ab inhay kuch kehna bhi nahi parta
Jabhi koi mauka hota hai
Yeh khud ba khud meray say mulaqaat karnay chalay aatay hai
(Urdu & Hindi)

English Translation

I've experienced and borne so much sadness in my life
That now tears have become my friends
Now i don't even need to tell them anything
Whenever there arises an opportunity
They just come out on their own and meet me

Alone we have come
And alone we shall go
As long as we're here
Let's try and do some good
And put on a show

Create a playlist of your favourite soothing numbers.Dim the lights of your room.Lie down on the bed.Close your eyes.Blank your mind.Forget about the day.Put your earphones on and start listening to the music.Slowly take it all in.As the music takes over your mind,body and soul...bit by bit,layer by layer,song by song...you will have completely surrendered yourself to this powerful hypnotic effect of the music.You will experience optimum relaxation.Let go of all the negativity residing within you.Now just travel through the timeline of your memory and try and visualize the face of that one person whose face you always wanna keep seeing...think of some of the best moments you've had so far with this person.By the time the process ends you will feel this incredible sense of calmness within you.You have never felt so relaxed.After this you will one of the best sleeps you have ever had.

Music has the power to calm your restless soul and heal your aching heart.Do this process every once in a while.

My personal recommendation of songs:-
1)Classical Ave Maria-Maria Callas & Mozart
2)If you go away-Shirley Bassey
3)At last-Etta James
4)Clocks-Coldplay
5)Fragile-Sting
6)Beautiful smile-Dj Sammy
7)Electrical Storm-U2
8)No ordinary love-Sade
9)Come undone-Duran Duran
10)Riders on the storm-The Doors
11)Any John Denver track
12)Any Don Mc Lean track
13)Any Michael Buble track

I am what i choose to be.It might not always be what you want me to be.It's not that i don't love you or respect you...the thing is i also love and respect my dreams and my areas of interest.So if i choose to do something different from what you want me to do...it doesn't mean that i hate you...it simply means that i'm following my heart.I assure you that none of my actions are an attempt to hurt you or embarass you in any manner whatsoever.I am your son/daughter...and just like you've loved me..please also respect the choices i make in life...just let me do the things which make me happy.I will make you proud one day..i promise.

Agar zindagi kay samundar may
Kabhi toofan na atay
Kya hum kabhi zindagi ki kashti koi chalana seekh patay
(Urdu and Hindi.)

English translation

If there were no occurence of storms in the sea of life
Would we ever learn to steer the boat of life?

She lit a cigarette with bundles of tears racing down her cheeks, and after her lips somehow found the strength to stretch into a smile, I thought to myself: "Sometimes, when chaos burns like wildfire around us, we have no other choice but to fall in love with the warmth."-Christopher Poindexter

I have met many people
But no one like you
Each and every day
You make me feel brand new

Your eyes are like fireflies in the dark
They shine so bright emitting the light of love
Sometimes i feel like...
...you are an angel sent from above

Your lips are as red as rose
Your hair blacker than the darkest night
When the moonlight shines upon you
Oh!....you're quite the sight

You arouse my soul
Complete me on the whole
Your love is so strong...
...that with it by my side
I can never do any wrong

Everyone is gifted but some people never open their package.If we look carefully within ourselves we will find that we all have some talent or skill hidden within us...we just need to find it,release it from those prisons of doubt and fear that we have,nurture it and make it reach it's full potential.Once you realize and recognize your true talent,there's no stopping you.You will never know what you are capable of,unless and until you try.

The wealth you earn(no matter how little it might be) is useless if you don't give a part of it to the needy.Actual wealth is not measured by your bank balance or property...it is measured by the number of people who genuinely love you,respect you,give you their blessings,remember you in their prayers and the number of lives you've touched.When you are able to use your wealth and help make a difference in someone's life...that is wealth well spent...just seeing a smile on that person's face is priceless...this is the real achievement.

Champions don't complain when the rules of the game are changed;they adjust accordingly.

Mainay kal apnay aapko dekha tha apni ammi ankhon may
Yeh aina mujhay boorha nahi batata
(The above language is a mixture of Urdu and Hindi.)

English Translation

I saw myself in my mother's eyes yesterday
And those mirrors don't say that i'm old

Don't stress yourself thinking about the uncontrollable factors of your life...rather focus your energy on the controllables.You can't control every aspect of your life.Some things...you just gotta leave it in God's hands and pray that they turn out well.You can only control the efforts you put in and not the results.In everything you do,give your best and God will do the rest.If something is meant to happen it will happen.

What is life?
A little bit of pain
A little bit of gain
A little bit of sadness
A little of happiness
A little bit of sanity
A little of insanity
A little jubilation
A little humiliation
A few forgettable moments
A few memorable moments
A few regrets
A few moments of sheer satisfaction
A little bit of love
A little bit of hatred
A few dreams
A few screams
A few achievements
A few disappointments
A book with no ending in sight
A difficult path with a little bit of light
An experience which teaches you everyday
A topic which you will not understand even till your dying day

Life is much more than you can ever feel,imagine,think or experience
It is the deepest ocean
And no matter how deep you dive
You will never reach the bottom

Teri ishq bhi ajeeb hai
Maarti bhi hai
Bachaati bhi hai
Hasaati bhi hai
Rulaati bhi hai
Taqaat bhi deti hai
Kamzor bhi banaati hai
Kabhi kabhi sochta hoon
Tu haqeeqat hai
Ya mera khwabon ka koi sunehra hissa
Iss beraham duniya may
Kya sahi mainoy humara koi wajood hai
(The above language is a mixture of Urdu and Hindi.)

English Translation

Your love is strange
It kills
It also saves
It makes me laugh
It also makes me cry
It gives me strength
It also weakens me
Sometimes i wonder..
Whether you are a reality
Or just a pleasant figment of my imagination?
In this heartless world
Do we really have any existence in the actual sense?

Have you ever felt death in the night with it's eternal forgiveness?
Death looking at you with those sympathetic eyes
Merciful death engulfing you in it's warm embrace
Death hugging you tightly...
...and whispering in your ears-
'Don't worry...I will come for you soon..and free you of all your pains and release you from all connections.Just be patient..it is not your time yet.'

'There was no light bulb moment.Loving her made sense to me.From the first time we met,we just made sense.She has a sense of humour and a passionate attitude towards life..which is nice to try to keep up with.'

During your good times,everyone sticks around you like a bee sticks to honey...it is during those trying times in your life that you find out who your real friends and well wishers are.
My humble advice-don't wait for the bad times of your life to identify your real friends...Try and do it early..It's not easy..but try to do this..'coz then during the rough times,when you really need help,you will ask the right person for help and avoid dejection.

There's a difference between a house and a home.Any cemented building can be referred to as a house..but what makes it a home is the presence of love and happiness.It is the close connection among the people living in the house and a peaceful environment which make it a home...A house is just a structure with four walls;while a home is a place of sweet memories...and truly like they say-'there is no place like home.'

Dear ALMIGHTY,
  
Please Bless entire humanity with peace
Let all wars end and violence everywhere cease
The innocent have been suffering for long
Protect them from wrong
Make them strong
For they have no one to turn to, save for you
Take them in your refuge, GOD
Bless us with sanity
So that we can stop this insanity
'Coz the direction in which we are going,honestly scares me

Help us GOD
Please help us
I humbly beg you

Don't let others' opinions define you.Create your own definition.Be proud of who you are.Work as hard as you can.You have the potential to reach incredible heights.You might have been bruised and battered but your spirit is unbroken.Don't depend on anyone.Don't wait for luck to be kind towards you..create your own luck.You are a champion.Do it for yourself..do it for your parents.Take the blows of life with your chin up.Make sure that by the time your life ends,you have created a collection of awesome memories so that you can embrace death with a smile on your face and a sense of contentment in your heart.

It's never too late for anything in life.Life keeps giving you these little opportunities every now and then...you just need to be aware.

You watch me crash
You watch me burn
Don't smile so much
Someday it'll be your turn

You laugh at my grief
You mock me misery
Don't be too happy
Someday you'll face a similar tragedy

A storm is coming
It will blow you away
Right now i might be bruised and broken
But i ain't going anywhere...
...i'm here to stay

The feeling in your gut is important;sometimes more important than all the **** in your head.-The Americans

Your love is like poetry
Every word
Every line
Every stanza
Is filled with magic
It starts with the head
Creates ripples of unfelt pleasure in my heart
My soul feels a sense of tranquility
And then it spreads like poison throughout my whole body
The more i see of you
The more i want to read you..
...the more i want to know you
...explore you
I just wanna take in every bit of you
You give my mind the most powerful of *******
You tease my senses like no one else does
Just always keep loving me
I can never get tired of your love