In the winter of my life
I don't miss my youthful body
As much as i miss my youthful spirit
I was full of life those days
Oh...what days they were!
Hanging out with friends
Going on roadtrips
Discovering,exploring
Constantly on the move
Boredom and loneliness were alien to me
My confidence was sky high
Sometimes i felt like there was nothing that i couldn't do
I had the courage to try new things
And now as i look at myself
Fragile bones
Grey hair
Sans teeth
Wrinkled face
Tired soul
Tired mind
I wonder-'what's happened to me?'
I have been told that it's all a part of the natural ageing process
But i still find it so hard to accept
I've tried to live the best i could
Sure i have regrets
But some moments of pride as well
I've seen the many facets of life
The many colours that it offers
I've seen the highs
I've experienced the lows
I've seen friends turn foes
I've seen war
I've felt love
I've seen days on the street
And nights on park benches
But i was strong then
I had the courage and the will to fight
Nothing deterred me or bogged me down
I've lost that strength now
Life has taken it's toll on me
I feel i can't go any further
What i miss most now is the joy of company
It's just me and the four walls
Sitting alone in my room
I wait for my time
I don't keep much news of the outside world now
I've virtually lost every connection
You see loneliness is new to me
And i'm not quite sure as to how to deal with it
So i guess i'll just be patient
If you notice you'll see that when you reach the winter of your life
The circle of your life is complete
In effect you are back to where you started
You become a child once again
It's like a man is reborn before he dies
While it's exciting to reach that stage
At times it's so scary
But then such is the journey of life
And i guess that's what makes it such an incredible experience

I eagerly look forward to the night
For that is when everything feels right
That is when my mind takes flight
It takes me on a journey of the unknown
The unseen
The unheard
I see faces i never thought i'd see
I see places i never thought i'd visit
You see...the night just has so much to offer
An array of dreams and memories to choose from
I whisper to myself...
...'Dear soul...this is your time
make the most of it'
With my eyes closed..
..i try and explore the deep recesses of my mind
Fast forward...then rewind...and pause
That's the one right there
That's one of my favourite memories
Relive it a bit
Ok...done
Let's move ahead
My mind now starts to dwell beyond the realms of reality
Oh man!...there's so much beauty here
All kinds of dreams
All kinds of possibilities
And as long as i'm there i have a blast
Alas...only for a few hours does it last
For there comes the morning light
Oh...this is so not right!
I was having such a good time
Alas now i shall have to wait again for the sun to set
Goodbye night
But don't you worry...
...I'll see you tonight

I tried
I failed

I tried again
I failed again

I stopped trying
I have definitely failed

There is no shame in failing as there is in not trying.When you are going through a constant phase of failure..people around you(sometimes even your near and dear ones) will tell you to quit...don't listen to them...work towards what you want to achieve and no matter how long it takes... **Never Quit

If you're planning to leave someone
Then please do so before that person falls in love with you
'Coz honestly...the after part is just so shattering

My night is not complete till i have tasted your lips
You see you are like that sweet dessert
The delicious kind
The tempting kind
The mesmerizing kind
The intoxicating kind
The kind that drives a man wild
The kind that makes a man lose control
The kind the taste of which stays in your mouth long after you've tasted it
No matter how much of you i might've had..
...i always have a little room for your dessert
Our lips touching and biting
Tongues exploring each other
Passions overflowing
Hormones going crazy
Till we can't stop
And finally give in to our fever of ectasy
And as we lie naked on the bed
With the stars and the moon as witness
The more i look at you...
....the more i appreciate the magnificence of the female form
It's sheer perfection
It's subtleties
It's flavours
It's aura
It's magic
It's mystery
It's power
Each and everytime i look at you
Each and everytime we make love
I discover a new side of you
I feel more enlightened and alive
Sometimes i just don't want to close my eyes
I just wanna keep looking at you
Taking in every bit of you
So i'll give you every ounce of love that i have in me
I was reborn by your touch
And together we shall die

Be the kind of person who never credits only himself for his success but acknowledges the contribution of those who have guided him
And who himself takes full responsibility for his failure and doesn't blame no one else

Say something good about me tonight
Even if you don't mean it
Love me a little tonight
Even if you don't mean it
It's been a while since i've experienced either of those
My soul feels so empty and burnt out
I just want to rest my head in your arms
And forget about everything
Sing me a lullaby please
I want to escape from this chaos
And just find some elusive moments of peace
Hold me in your arms please
I'm longing for a loving touch
The emptiness of my bed
And the loneliness of my existence just eats me up
I can't take it no more
I feel like i'm going insane
Be with me tonight
I don't want to be alone