Time is so weird
I've often found it to be a bit heartless
It flashes past you when you're enjoying
And just seems to stretch when you're suffering!

I've always been a night owl
Never really been a morning lark
The daytime just doesn't do it for me
The night on the other hand fills me with spark
My mind works better
My soul feels safer
All i need is a cup of tea,a good movie to watch
And a bag of vanilla flavoured wafer


When i look at the moon and stars in the night sky
It gives me a different kinda' high
The stillness and silence of the night
Just the moonlight to guide you
Man..it's so serene and haunting
Magical almost...
Looking at the post-midnight empty streets...
I'm sometimes reminded of the emptiness in my life
But then again even the darkest and gloomiest of night skies has at least that one star shining in it
So that does fill me with hope
May be not now
But somewhere in the future
This introvert soul might get someone to love
'Coz nobody wants to be lonely
And i ain't no exception

Listening to your voice gives me an 'eargasm'
Being touched by you gives me an '******' (and not just my body but also my soul)
Thinking about you gives me a 'mindgasm'
Sometimes i can't decide as to which feeling i like the best

My room is a kingdom of mess
I've been told many times to clean it up
But truth be told...
...my life isn't any different from my room
Messy,chaotic and way too much stuff going on
So now i don't really bother much with all that cleaning up
I hope that things will improve
I do yearn for moments of happiness
But with every passing day all the good things just seem like a distant dream
And slowly but surely i feel myself drifting away into a state of oblivion
I can feel myself getting ****** into a blackhole of nothingness
Each and every day i'm dying a little
I'm not sure how much more stress the old ticker can take
My mind is the verge of an explosion
I won't lie...
...of late i so crave death
But it just doesn't come
One more breath
One more day of walking on fire
One more day of being misunderstood
One more day of being hated
One more day of loneliness
One more day of my hopes being crushed
Death, are you listening?...
...have some mercy on me
You can take me to hell
I'm ready to suffer there
I have no good deeds to show
So i probably deserve it
But please take me from this world
I dread waking up now

When you have an issue with someone or vice-versa, try talking to that person and aim to sort it out...don't wait for the other person to come to you..having an ego the size of an ostrich's egg is not going to help matters...you have to abandon your ego...if even after talking to the person things don't work out then so be it...but at least make the effort.

The May rains are coming down
A smile has replaced my ugly frown
The smell of fresh earth is hovering in the air
I'm experiencing a feeling so serene and rare
What a relief from the sweltering heat!
Ah!...look a rainbow has come out to greet
The birds are taking shelter in my window sill
In a beautiful weather like this all i want to do is close my eyes,take in all of the magic around me and just chill

Grandmas are all about warm hugs,loving talks and great advice
And they invariably can cook the most amazing of meals
Growing up,i used to look forward to the weekends
For weekends were all about visiting grandma's place and having an absolute blast
Grandmas truly are special
Sometimes i feel that a person can learn more from his grandparents than he can from his parents