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I was only Seven years old when it happened
Life hadn't even begun before it was taken from me
My best friend walked in with a loaded gun
Didn't tell anyone he had it
Didn't even show any signs before he snapped
He just smiled and laughed like any other day
Then it happened
At first it was quiet
But that didn't last for very long
There was a loud bang followed by a bright light
Next thing I know I was floating away looking at my own body
Drowning in my own blood
Wasn't moving, breathing, heart wasn't pounding
I was dead before I had the chance to live
As a kid I always said I never wanted to grow up
But now,
I'd **** just to experience it for a day

As poets we are supposed to be master of words
Especially if those words are meant to describe how we feel inside
But when it comes down to you I'm more of an idiot than a poet
Simply because there are absolutely no words that come to mind
Then what makes it worse I have no idea why this is
Why I find myself staring at a blank sheet of paper for hours on end
Why I can't stop thinking about you even when you're miles away
Why I want to know ever little detail about you before I even take a glance at your physical beauty
Honestly this time I'm just clueless
Maybe it's because of that smile of yours
Or maybe it's because of those pearls for eyes that shine when the sun rises
I just really want to understand why I change so drastically when in your presence
Why my heart temporarily takes control of my mind when you walk by
Please I just want to understand why...
Why I become so happy when you say something as simple as hi
It is just so strange for I
But I would truly dread the day you say bye

It has been a long, long time since I felt this way
So long that I forgot how exquisite it felt
For the first time since that wretched day my soul is at ease
I can close my eyes and actually breathe
In my dreams I no longer see the rivers of blood
I no longer see the firey pitts of hell
No, I can actually see the beds of roses
I can actually smell their sweet scent
And I owe it all to you for setting me free
None of this could be if it wasn't for thee
Thank you for removing the shackles that forced me to my knees
You don't understand how happy I am to finally be able to be me
So I wrote this to show how grateful I truly am
Thank you for showing me the way
I'm glad you knew the right thing to say

Will you trust me just this once
Close your eyes and take my hand
Listen to our hearts beat as one
Dance with me in the river of time
Lay with me under the maple tree
Run with me in an open field
Open your eyes and look into mine
Look at the stars twinkle in the midnight skies
Place your hand upon my beating heart
Listen carefully as it sings to yours
Do you hear its soft whispers
As it screams with all its might
Can you hear its cries
Begging for you to be mine this night

I watched you fly away in a big gust of wind
You smiled as you looked towards the skies
I remember thinking there is no way she is getting that high
But then you began to rise and rise and rise
So I began to run faster and faster and faster
Only to miss you by an inch
So I watched you float away until you were out of sight
Then I turned around only to cry and clinch my fist so tight
I couldn't understand that my eyes were not playing tricks on me
That you really were gone from my tight clutch
Everyday after that I would watch the trees sway back and fourth
Listen to the birds sing as they flew around in the very skies I lost you in
Laid in open fields hoping that I'd be swept away just like you
Or at least you'd float back here next to me
Then I began to write
Into the wind she went
My love of my life
Will I ever see her again
Will I ever see the light
Is forgiveness in my future
Or will I continue to realize that I messed up
Into the wind she went
My love of my life
Rest in peace my beautiful queen
I'll never forget you I promise thee

I dedicate this poem to all of those who lost their partner. May they rest in peace.

Let's get controversial
They say being gay is wrong
TIME OUT!
Who is they and what is wrong with being gay
Does not gay mean happy
so "they" are basically saying a man/woman cant be happy
That it is a sin to pursue the goals that brings them joy in life
And before you even say it is in the bible that God hates gay
For starters the bible wasn't written by God, it was written people who thought the Earth was flat
Then let's not get the fact that we don't even know if this person we call "God" exist  
So even if he did write it why blindly follow the words of being who wont even show his face
"because I have faith"
No, its 's called being naive and stupid
I'm sorry did I offend you
Well that is how the homosexual feel 24/7
With all the persecution they are forced to withstand simply because of they way their minds think
That is not morally right and makes me sick to my stomach to know that people actually think this way
That people actually stomp these individuals through the ground because they are not like us
What kind of **** is that?
It is as if we were never taught to enjoy life
As if it's not a beautiful thing
Often forgetting that we're not all the same
That we all think and enjoy different things
So stop the hate against the gays
And just live your life keeping yourself in check