Happy birthday America!
You earn it
Being the best in everything
Being free for 237 years
Being the first colony to separate from Great Britain
Being the land of the free
Helping people worldwide
Winning two World Wars
Helping practice democracy
You are the best after all.
Good job and....
Enjoy your birthday

Don't lie down
Not right now
Not in the snow
Because it will eat
You

It will make you dream
And show you possibilities
Of
Death

But we still have ways to go,
So get up..

I saw you today!
Though I couldn't talk
I saw you
Standing in the sun
Talking to your peeps and
Getting yourself tanned again!
I saw your hair
Go up in flames
Due to the reflection of the sun
You looked beautiful again

Then I saw you leave..
I kept looking over my shoulder
To see if you would return
But I guess not..
This will still be another unfinished fairy tale..

So. Tired.
Must. Stay. Awake.
I. Promised.... you.........

Z.z.z.z.z.z.z.z.z.z.z.

****, fine. 5 minutes....

Z.z.z.z.z.z.z.z.z.z.z.z.z.z.z

The stupidity of these people is unknown
I treat them so well. Yet I am mistreated

Why? What have I ever done??
Someone needs to tell me, please

I listen to every rant
I listen to you more than often
I am your "accomplice in crime"
Why am I not liked??

Am I doing something wrong again??
You can correct me.
I don't mind being corrected
You know how I treat you and your opinions
I won't judge you, I never did.

You were my outlet to reality
But now, I am being treated like the rest.
I have lost everything
Dont make me suffer
I suffer a lot
Nothing more
Please.

I beg of you.

Tell me your secrets.
Don't be afraid
People have done before
Its not hard
We are only going to talk..
about secrets

Everyone is welcome.
Because secret keepers need to.
So stop being a spooked
And talk.
*About secrets

Still awake..
Watching videos and doing my thing
Then the memories come flooding back
Making me relieved
And giving me more hope
That this century of humanity isn't going to blow
Each other up
And also reminding me
To love everyday
And everything
Including you.
:-)

I want

something new
something random
something to steal love with
something fun to do
something to remember this day with
something beautiful

and in the end

something.. which will not let us forget each other

He is a human
He would like the best for you
He would do his best in front of you,
or.... rather try to
because he is horrible at everything
including life

He seems to have gained a respect
in a gaming world
but...
He wants to gain respect
in a world that matters
not a world with people
who are in front of their computers!!

But..
either ways
His life is ruined
Everything falls apart in instances
He can't get anything right

He cares so much for others
That sometimes he overlooks his own problems
For the same reason
Of protecting that special someone
But this new century world
Has lost everything and all meaning
Of the word sacrifice
I fear for it
And still feel lonely for not being loved

-(o.o)/-

Where are you??
Better yet
What happened to you?

Scars and bruises covering your face
It scares me off to death
Thinking someone could harm you

So now,
You will tell me what happened to you
So I can reassure you
And so we both can laugh and make merry

:)

Its supposed to be beautiful
Its supposed to enchant you
and make you want for more

But.... *does it actually?

Care for them
They are alive!!
They yearn for love
They yearn for your love

Give them water
Give them air
fresh air is considered best

And finally give them land
Loads of it

The box,
It contains mysteries
Greater than anything
It contains powers unknown
Powers unheard of

*Can you control it?

What do I do??
Its summer I get it
But what to do?
I want to spend this summer with you
But you said you don't want me around
I suppose this summer will be like the few lonely ones

But hey
Admit to it that you had fun last summer
Haha

There stands a lonely warrior
Unheard of.
Unknown of.
On his ships mast on the Mare Nostrum

He dared to endure it.
He dared to land into the sea of the Gods.
He dared to fight back their demons.
On the cost of his life.

He was the most daring of them all.
He was the beginning of his kind.
His courage was unmatched. He was better than Ares, himself.
He was going to defeat those demons. NOW.

He would defeat them,
but not just yet.
First he had to go through the sirens.

Their beautiful music
ohhh, it would enchant any sailor.
His first test would begin if he could get past them.
Their music would tear his heart apart
and if he landed on the shore
He would be ripped apart.

Next would be a few water monsters
Hydras, few land monsters
Then the demons
He would be prepared for them.

HE would take them down like.. Julius drinking his wine
But until he reached them.
He had time
Time to *prepare himself for what lay ahead

Love is such a bad thing
I had to use hyped powers
to show that I was fine, when i was not

Everything decides to go ape-****
all the **** time

This is annoying

I like you! Please. How many times do i need to do this?
Give me a specific number and stop hating passionately.

It pains to know that I like you
but finding out that you hate me

you know what?
You are not worthy of me

I feel myself compelled to like you
and provide you with happiness
but you decide to not like it

you decide to be yourself, secluded
and unloved from someone who actually desires you

Fine, it was your choice.
But remember forever. That I like, love you.

I dont know for how long.
But forever is the perfect choice for right now.

I could say that promises are meant to be broken
but then all my faithful promises will be broken
hence,
Promises are to be kept
for they show your strength and weaknesses

Where are you when i actually need you?
I am actually smiling when I look at you.

I like that smile, and your hair

You are one of the best friends of all time

Though you hate me, haha

I still prefer you over most people

Can you be back soon? please?

Pretty please with multiple cherries on top?

Are you listening to me?
Look me in the eyes.
Listen

I will wait for you

Let it snow, rain, heavy rain, sun, near death

Believe in me, that's all I would ask of you
It doesn't cost a lot

If you do believe/ or do not

I will still be waiting.

At the spot you ask of me
I will maintain the same patience when you met me
I will wait for you like everyday.

Just.. Believe in me, that's all I demand.

nothing would change,
everything would go on
as usual
people would get back to their lives
would be little mourning

demons would have won

The good side of the world
would have lost a soldier
not that he was brave
but courageous
and
sacrificial
and
someone who would literally die
for you

Nothing would be lost

and life would resume
as though nothing ever happened.

Can you brave it out and ask the question
to that unknown person on that park bench?
He possesses the answers to your questions
He is a living ghost
unknown by the outer world
left for dead by the inner world
But! He will answer your questions
For he doesn't want you to be like him
He can see through you
You just need to be brave, and ask him
For he is ready to sacrifice himself
For anyone, At anytime

Let me cry my tears out
Let me feel pain
Let me suffer
Why?
Because there aren't enough self-sacrificing
Let me offer myself as the sacrifice
I shall protect you
Do you not remember?
I told you that a while back

Just think of me
I will be there for you
I promise.

Silence will remain
Even after you are gone
it will stay.

I am just a useless metal
probably kryptonite
hated by the person
who is loved the most

I am probably kryptonite
known to everyone
but hated by all

Maybe you should join the troupe
and start hating me
because that's all my world lacks
more haters..

When I join something
Or get motivated to do something
You are there

To tell me that I am bad at this
Bad at that

You don't control me, SIR.
No one ever does,
No one ever did.....

Not until I started falling..
Falling into an infinite abyss
Of darkness and loneliness

It was horrible
It still is.
Because i am still falling
and failing to grab to anything.
I keep falling..
Having thoughts to end it for myself
But can I do it??
Whilst in an abyss??
*Can I?

So here we are again,
sitting by our fireplaces
waiting for yet another story to be told
waiting for yet another mystery to be solved
a mystery of politicians corrupting the world
and while you are wondering the answer to the above questions
I will start the story for tonight....


This story begins from a myth that is made by the story tellers worldwide.
Its about cats...
If this raises suspicions then it will be all the more better.
Cats are the feline masters
Smallest in their family of cats
and the most agile pet they roam where it pleases them
but this one cat Oscar was very different
This cat liked to drink blood instead of the usual water
It killed more mice than ANY other cat in town
This was very strange because, well... its a house cat
House cats don't **** mice...


But because the cat loved blood so much,
It sometimes went out of bounds and killed a few humans.
And once a person saw him attack a human
He rushed to his help a little bit late
The human died on the spot
Though it was considered abnormal behavior
it was ignored.....


Months later people kept reporting being attacked by CATS
everyone who owned a cat was supposed to either exterminate it
OR
give it to the government
EVERYONE chose the latter thinking it would save their "precious" cats' life
Little did they know those cats would be used for experiments


Years later,
The Government published their article of "Why the cats behaved the way they behaved"
All the previous cat owners read it over and over
trying to console themselves saying - "It's just a disease, it's just a disease"
But the Government had forgotten to take ONE cat
The very cat that had caused this trouble
They had forgotten to test...
And it was this cat that managed to ask the other cats to help it overthrow the Government
because of its wrong publications about science on cats.
Their plan was almost immediately foiled because the cats were killed on the very day their plan was supposed to take effect.
and while this cat (Oscar) isn't remembered today
We need to remember him,
because he was one of the first of his kind of rebellers.
The first...

I open my laptop and type a few words
But they don’t fit even one bit
Tap, tap, tap, I delete the phrase
and I think as I sit how I **** at this ****

I can't find the letters that would work together
I try to say the things that I need to
but all that I write is as good as a broken kite
and I think as I sit how I **** at this ****

The lights glare around me and I try to focus on the screen
I lean on the soft sofa sitting so still
The words are just devils trying to **** they poke me with their horns and claws as they scratch me from hell
and I think as I sit how I **** at this ****

I spell out a rhyme and it just takes all my time
I might be my own worst critic but **** this **** is pathetic
the words are as bumpy and misshapen as guards
and I think as I sit how I **** at this ****

I work and work to no avail
I type a bit and then I stop and restart this cycle
click click click then delete, tat tat tat then delete, tap tap tap then delete and start over again
This is harder than making a dandelion turn into a roaring lion

I look around for advice and find someone to ask
I show my mom what I've written 'it's great' she responds
***** please I say nobody will be blown away
and I think as I sit how I **** at this ****

I focus on making the poetry about me
and some things come to mind and I begin to poke at the keyboard,
a blind man trying to make his way on a path
I look at what I've written and then I say aloud
aww **** its about a duck
and I think as I sit how I **** at this ****

Difference cannot be taken into account.
Not right now.
Right now we must learn to survive together.
There is more strength in the two of us combined.
I believe in you,
I believe in myself
We can do it.
You and I together can finish it together.

Trust me.

You know you are better than that.
Just because you heard it from your "ex" doesnt mean it's true

Come on! You know that you aren't a loser
You know you can deal with stuff

You are a good runner,
One of the best.

Yet you feel sad at something so stupid!?
So small?!

Dont let yourself down,
Because even if you do.

There are your bff's to talk to

That bed looks amazing,
It looks inviting

You are interested,
But you know you cannot sleep,

You have work to do
You have work that's overdue

But it's so inviting...
Do you fall for the trap or not?

Explain to me
What love means?
Is it talking to you when you are feeling sad?
Or
Is it helping you through your suffering?

You owe me an apology,
For trying to do things...
Things that are considered "uncivilized"

Why? PERVERSENESS
We were doing those "unwanted" things...
You were encouraging them.

But then you had that idea..
To leave me behind..
Again

I am still waiting for you,
Waiting for you to come back
So you can deliver the apology
And we can be best friends again.