Sir B

Sir B Dec 2013

"What weapons may I use?"
He asked,
"Anyone and anything you like,
knives are in the front,
guns in the back"
He replied.

"Knives.."
"They are the sharpest,
can cut through steel."
"...knives..."
"Sir, I believe something is wrong.
Please..., be quick"
".......knives"

He said and then fainted
Shopkeeper put him on a bed
and found scars on the boy's arm
long scars,
going from shoulder to wrist..
..they were on both hands
and the part between the wrist and elbow
were scarred so bad,
you were scared to touch the skin
then.. it hit him
The boy wanted to run away
from this world
and he didn't know where to stop and lay his head down
and he had chosen the shop
to symbolize that it had given him
relief in times of stress and horrible emotions
he wanted to be back from where he started
thus, he had laid, fallen, while talking
and there was nothing that could be done

-Speechless-

Sir B Dec 2013

I ******* up pretty bad (10w)

Worst part?
I am no-ones first thought

****** ME!!

******** Me** -- A sub-entry.

Come watch the play,
murderous and horrendous it may be,
still one of the best,
come watch and learn,
rejoice for you will be never be,
one of my first thoughts,
come watch the play,
murderous and horrendous it may be,
come watch the play,
where we ****** ourselves,
come watch the play,
murderous and horrendous it might make thee.

A sub-entry. Not exactly in the best of the moods now, am I?

Sir B Dec 2013

Tether me down to reality

Please do it,
I am literally going insane
I need desperate assistance
I am very serious about this

My dreams are becoming reality
and reality..
well
I don't know where that is going
But, Very seriously
I am being troubled
hence,
I am asking you
to tether me down
so reality doesn't escape me

Please do me a favor
So i can live..

Very true thing, hence I was sick for the past few weeks and wasn't able to write as regularly. Now, its a little less but its still there mildly.

Sir B Dec 2013

Bewary and Forewarned about Death

Be wary, be intelligent
don't lose hope
and
don't forget
that though you
believe in death
marking the end of your
problems
and while it certainly is
the key
to your problems
it certainly isn't

Looks are deceptive
It seems, and virtually feels
as though it can lead you out of ALL
the ****** misery in your life
its kinda.. untrue..
because after you die..
you are to go to the Underworld..
and please, lets not talk about it
I dont have a personal experience about it
but seriously
You will face just the same problems again
is it worth it to leave your progress right now?
You are doing great,
and death has doors
which you,
aren't required to knock on
for a while
A REALLY LONG WHILE

so please, enjoy the season of christmas
meet people under mistletoe
yes, I am serious about that
and live
and see the brighter side of things
and also watch Sherlock
season 3..

I like that show,
you will too
Just live and let bygones
be bygones
If this is too cliche
well..
Sorry about it.
I am trying to convey a point

Poem written to tell you/others about why not to **** oneself. I haven't had those thoughts which is such a relief. I am actually able to concentrate on studying and get better scores in my Biology class (I heart that class, literally). I might just be my normal self again, dunno. Though I still lack the power to be strong and more confident in my English class.. Well. I have certainly been having a great time (kinda) I hope you have been too and are excited for the vacation which are coming up. I shall write again and be online soon,

Sir B Dec 2013

"Gatsby"

You are the one I love,
Then tell him so.
Tell Tom that you don't love him
Just LEAVE HIM

No, I cannot.
Because I love both of you!

Stop romanticizing the past either.
Its gone, I know you want to erase it
but its gone, its the past.
Just lets live together.
Please. We can do this.

*A part of the whole play

Watched a live play, titled "The Great Gatsby" by F. Scott Fitzgerald. It was done by my school members. Wonderful play. I loved it and so did my friends, who I went with.

Sir B Dec 2013

Deliciousness of this marvel!

Oh the delicious cheese!
Its soo tasty!
so.....
different
so..
extraordinary

Its comes with toppings!
to help you eat more

so you can be satisfied
and hopefully not hungry anymore
they bring it to you
on time

so you can enjoy the deliciousness
of this modern marvel.

Enjoy
and eat more.

Hello!!! Recently have not been writing much due to a few things that i am trying to clean up in my life. Just wanted to ask a question.. how many times have **you** people misspelled. I seem to be doing that SO MANY TIMES. Is something the matter?

Sir B Dec 2013

Senses lied

I have this feeling again
in myself that
"If I do finish myself,
A lot of people can be happier,
they can get through their day
better and wont have to deal with
my sadness."

Just this feeling tells me that
everyone i know of..
..is frustrated with me
and they want to lash out
but they know what could happen
so they are keeping their emotions stuck
inside as well

I also know about the amount
of bull crap and swearing
that I get for not listening to someone

and also the amount of respect
that I had

Wait.. Did I have any in the first place?

If i did...
..it doesn't vanish in a day now
does it?

People want me segregated
to be with the person of their choice
or for the person to be with them
and, I am told to move myself
because of inadequate space.

Since when did I become so bad.
That. I have no value.
WHEN!!!??!?!?

*Note: This poem was written a while back, I am currently out of depression.

Just my depressed emotion. In math class, there are groups. I was at a seat and then the "intelligent" kid walks in. The table I am sitting at, kicks me out to make room for him. After he refuses their offer. I am told to get myself back to my seat. Like what now? Am I that low?? That you dont have trust in me? You think I am not as good as him? Just, depresses me. I already am depressed. I cant cope with the feeling of being a 'cheap' replacement for an "intelligent kid"