Sir B

Sir B Aug 2013

It does. It does. It does.
You can't help it
You can only prolong it
I don't know why you would

WHY! Does it have to come to an end!

A pet fish which was supposed to be a present, died right before I could give her the gift.. I guess I am traumatized after the death of something so close to me..

Sir B Aug 2013

Everythings beautiful (10w)

Sun shines
Happy and bright
Flowers bloom
Smiles spread
Everything's beautiful

A "happy" poem, may be followed by a grim one sooner or later..

Sir B Aug 2013

Got to mend things

I overlooked so many people
For you
Yet
The answer was a no

I think
You don know
What I overcame
So it'll be a mystery
For you

Why everyone wants you
Obviously it's your choice in the end
But it doesn't hurt
To steal tiny glimpses

So I proposed
To myself
Lets go back
And apologize
To a few people
Who are kind of hurt
...

Well
I know what I'll do
In the next few weeks.

Wrote it at 9 pm (not midnight!! Woooo) either ways, I need to mend a few mistakes/ things I did, trying to love someone... Need to help those who were broken by my behavior. Hope you guys take care and not overlook a few things.

=)

Sir B Aug 2013

Death by music

I want it
I just want to drown
In it
Drown so badly
And keep singing
The same verses
Over and over
Till my throat
Is dying for water

Yes
Death by music
Is viable

Something at midnight again, hope you enjoyed.

Sir B Aug 2013

Just a mistake

Yup,
Another mistake
That's all I can do...
Remember
Can't do anything right
Only mistakes
Happen from my hands
Fatalities and über mistakes
One of them
Love
Another
Meeting people

I have met so many people
They all move around
Like they know their purpose
Me being lost as usual
I mean
When have I done anything right??!???

Nothing I remember of..
Not that I remember anything either

May everyone enjoy
Their life
Whilst watching me
****** myself
It shall be a grand show

I am deleting this poem sooner or later, not that it matters... Really, it doesn't

Sir B Aug 2013

Our first meet

I remember the first time we met
Maple leaves flying everywhere
Wind blowing gently
People in the park
Everything so peaceful
So quiet

Nope.
Would have liked to meet you
That way
But couldn't
Instead
We were in said school
In home room
To be honest

And I.....

....got lost seeing you.

Just something at midnight, this is a true thing (not first part) but yeah, memories...

Sir B Aug 2013

Murmuring to myself

All alone
Humming tunes to myself
Thinking of how it fell apart
How I lost control of myself
How I got hurt through
Layers of happiness

I guess..
I don't know the answer
Haven't found it yet
Hope to find it soon

I think
It was

That girl.....

Down the street....

Not aimed towards anyone, just a few things I regret doing, they'll stay with me now. Forever.