Sir B

Sir B Apr 2013

You know you are better than that.
Just because you heard it from your "ex" doesnt mean it's true

Come on! You know that you aren't a loser
You know you can deal with stuff

You are a good runner,
One of the best.

Yet you feel sad at something so stupid!?
So small?!

Dont let yourself down,
Because even if you do.

There are your bff's to talk to

Maggie dont be sad. It's not good to be sad.

Sir B Apr 2013

Sleepy............

That bed looks amazing,
It looks inviting

You are interested,
But you know you cannot sleep,

You have work to do
You have work that's overdue

But it's so inviting...
Do you fall for the trap or not?

Sir B Mar 2013

Explain Please

Explain to me
What love means?
Is it talking to you when you are feeling sad?
Or
Is it helping you through your suffering?

Explain in your own terms if possible! :P

Sir B Mar 2013

That day..

Do you remember that day?
When we first met?
It was beautiful..

The sun was shining bright
the sky was clear...
the trees were being green and lush
The flowers were blooming

And we were having a fun time
We danced a bit
Talked for everr

And we stayed together,
to watch the sun dip below the horizon
Promising each other
That we would rendezvous
at the same spot and the same time

The next day
I waited for you..
And you never came
I waited for you the day after..
staying for more than 3 hrs after the rendezvous
Yet you never came

That day my heart burned through my skin
I never found out why you didn't come
But what I did realize was that
Trusting people too much
Doesn't end well

One of my best friends actually did this to me.. To this day I haven't forgotten it.. Nor will I ever.

Sir B Mar 2013

Apology

You owe me an apology,
For trying to do things...
Things that are considered "uncivilized"

Why? PERVERSENESS
We were doing those "unwanted" things...
You were encouraging them.

But then you had that idea..
To leave me behind..
Again

I am still waiting for you,
Waiting for you to come back
So you can deliver the apology
And we can be best friends again.

Depression is bad, just don't feel depressed.

Sir B Mar 2013

Perfect?

I am not an ideal person
I cannot do it
I need to give in,

I am horrible.
I created a machine
I created the most perfect thing.

But then I realized
I was not perfect.
Neither were my creations.
They were horrible.

My creations told me I was bad
They told me to quit.
I gave in to them.

Worst mistake of my entire life.
Now while I sit crying here.
I watch those people
Having fun and defeating the lesser powerful people

I realized my mistake...
*But can I correct it?

Sir B Mar 2013

No-Name

I am a horrible man
I have created sins
While you were standing there
Making love with him

I am not respected
Not in the hearts of my people
Nor in the hearts of the enemy
I am a wandering soul

I fear the darkness
So I joined forces with you
I hoped to succeed the darkness
But you left me

I hoped to see someone like you
I hoped to make a proper friendship with them
But you had made life miserable
Why?! You had left your love behind

That love made me blind
It made me cry,
Made me wonder why...
The world was cruel

But you enjoyed it
Enjoyed seeing me suffer
For that was your food.
The Suffering of others was your food.

Enjoy it while you can.