Heart hurt
The secret they don't tell you.

You're heart can hurt and will hurt.
Inside your body cracked, still beating

Broken heart
Hardly working when you need it to

Can only pump blood
If it tries to pump love it could die

Stupid heart
Trying to love what it can't have

Knowing the more it tries to let go, the more it yearns
Then a soul she felt, like a blanket

Not a perfect blanket but a warm one
A blanket that covered her fear
So comfortable it made her want to get out of bed and fight for a better day

Not a perfect blanket but a beautiful one
Woven with its own distinct pattern and colors
So unique it made her start to fight for her passions

She doesn't need the blanket, but she wants it

She is so brave, running through the grass her arms stretched behind her
Running towards something and nothing at all
Running for the fun
She is so confused, trying to find the words to use learning what they all mean
Trying to communicate what she needs and translating her point
She is so frusterated, climbing chairs, tables, couches and stairs
Climbing anything that stands in her way, wanting to already be big and strong
She is so scared, frightened of pain she has no control over
Her tiny body full of laughter and light, growing and learning so beautifully and so quickly
She is easy to fall in love with.

Is it really that awful? Can it be that bad? Do I have to walk away or can I try and stand
through the pain of it all
thought the suffering
through the lies
Lies to each other lies to ourselves. Never underestimating the power of a fake smile
always shutting out the doubt
but in the dark where it has time to grow its growling, laughing, mocking words become louder than any hope I had
And now it's gone.

Sunshine, Sunshine come back out and play?
I swear we weren’t laughing at you the other day,
The clouds in the sky were making funny shapes, the lady with her hat got blown away, the children in the sandbox, the squirrels in the trees
Mr. Sun you have to believe me, please!
We won’t laugh at you, you give us colors, without you we wouldn’t have flowers, or spring, or kites on long strings
Don’t make me beg, it’s chilling me right down to my bones.
We’re freezing in this rain dear sun, how else can I let you know?  You give us heat and light, your rays give us reasons to grow, you nurture our every waking hour oh sun, didn’t you already know? We love you with all our hearts beautiful sun! And there is something else you should know:
You make us laugh and smile sun, you warm our very hearts dear sun, now please come out, come out dear sun and give us light and summer, please come out, come out Sunshine and fill this world with color.