How for one year after you leave
Every triangle will remind me of you
And that I bury my face in the pillow on
Your side of the bed
You were truffle and thyme
When I expected salt and pepper

Father
I see you
And your flaws

I know you never meant to
Always thought you did
And in your way even

I know you'll never
And it wouldn't make
No matter how

You left me
Hurt me

As yours left you
Hurt you

And it was never your intention
To be a bad parent
Or to hurt anyone
When you were a little boy

You are a victim of bad circumstances
Just like me back when you left

But today I leave my victim-self
And finally move on because

Father
I forgive you

What if every person
gets the same amount of heartbeats
And every minute filled with stress
anger or
even excitement
will take seconds of your life?

All I know is I would fall
in love with you anyway.

I realised something last night
About how I can
learn from my mistakes
and maybe even correct them
how I can grow and
stand up and
carry on
But after more than 10 years it
still all comes down to
*Darling
Don't leave me

I feel tingles everywhere,
everytime I find the toiletseat up.

They fell in love through summer.
Did too much foolish things.
Now snort it from my ****.
And
Let's do two at a time!

During autumn,
she cried sometimes.
But he held her.
Nothing will happen.
She started to believe him and
his careless state of mind.
  
Only now that winter is
coming down on them,
the cold air makes her scared.
You have no idea how ****** up I am.

Two seasons, never more or less.
Two seasons, time for aching chests.

I know I'm not the easiest
Sometimes I cry or yell
I compare you to every **** I know
And kick you out your shell
I freak out over little things
And manicly make up
But the more I ****** ***** at you
The more I fall in love