From the very beginning Roxy and Rascal were paired together.
They seemed to fit together perfectly
What one had trouble with the other was perfect in
Together they made each other complete
Roxy and Rascal never liked to be apart
They played together and slept together and even ate together
When ever they had to go there separate ways they were always very sad
But that just made seeing each other once again all the better
Sometimes they got in fights
This made them very sad and angry
They didn’t like to fight and they fought more then theyd like to
Best friends from the beginning
They couldn’t imagine things ever being different
They loved each other  with all there heart
To hurt one another was like hurting themselves
Even though they did sometimes fight
They always made up no matter what
Roxy and Rascal are meant to be together
Forever and Ever and Ever

Every day i think of you
Your in my hear so your in my mind
I have tried to let go
I have tried to forget
It hurts me to remember you
To wish you were back in my life
I see the mistakes i have made now
And wish that i can take them back
If you were still around maybe things would be better
Maybe they would be worse
Who knows if i'd grown as much as i have
You leaving has taught me so much
It has made me ME

Drowning
I feel the edge slice my skin
I see the blade gleam from my palm
I feel the knife pull me in

Down into the deep dark black
Down farther away from the good
All the bad forcing me down

Until i cant see....
Cant breathe....
Cant do anything...

But

Feel the edge slice my skin
See the blade gleam from my palm
The pull of the knife draws me in

Exactly a year ago
I was celebrating the same thing
Another year under my belt
Another ring on the tree
What really do i have to show for it

A year ago i was sitting here
Thinking the same thing
Wondering if things would be different
This year to come
Holding so much potential

At my next birthday
Will i be sitting here
In the same position
Thinking the same things
Wondering the same things

Next year will everything be the same
Or will everything have changed?

Do you love me?
For all this pain and time ive spent I think I deserve the truth
Do you love me?
Or is it just the fact you like to **** more then you like me
Do you love me?
Can your words possibly be true when there is no action
Do you love me?
Am I just a fool for your tricks
Do you love me?
I want to believe that what you say is the truth
Do you love me?
Will I ever know?
If you loved me I think I would know for sure

I lay here
Darkness all around me
Tv faintly glowing
Whispering in the dark
I close my eyes
Trying to clear my head
Thoughts keep creeping up
Loudly swirling around
Making it hard for me to sleep

I lay here
In the dark
Wishing i could fall asleep
It seems so easy for others
Close eyes
Breathe deep
Relax
and sleep

I lay here
Consumed by darkness
Waiting for it to suffocate me
So finally i can get some sleep