I want something spontaneous
Not same-old-same-old,
Good as it gets.

I want to be surprised
With every sunrise
And always wonder
What's going to happen next.

For when nothing changes,
My fickle mind will intervene
And routines will bore my heart
'Til everything's at a loss.

The problem with people
Is that they don't realize
What they've lost
Until it's gone forever.

I love you,
I really do,
but I'm torn in two
because of the pain
we put each other through.

You say you want me
always,
but when you disparage my feelings
and I go on the defensive
and things go from bad to worse
in a matter of seconds.

I'm trying so hard
and maybe you are too,
but is this really worth
all that we go through?

We were engulfed in flames
Or maybe we just dug ourselves into a hole
too deep for escape
Maybe we promised too much
too soon
But maybe it was never meant
for me and you.

I'm sorry
I'm sorry for being so **** selfish,
But you would be too
If you had someone who defined every single thing for you
Or someone that you see little bits of
In every person that crosses your path.
And it's even worse when you don't get a real goodbye
Because it gives you hope.
And hope is a strong concept.
Hell, it's the only thing stronger than fear.
It seems this hope is eating away
At the little common sense I have left,
Crushing every sane thought I have.
And I'm pretty ****** about
Letting this hope sit in my heart
Like a fire I should've stomped out
The moment I met you.