i dont want to wake up anymore
i just dont

I'm only agressive because u made me this way . Every day u insist upon calling me gay .
But we are one so don't try to fight this Sensation. Were the same person so its not gay its ******* .

And what has this world come to?
I look up at the tangerine skies
And I think I can fly
But Lord please don't try
because the drugs are telling me lies

Make me feel strong when I'm weak
When I'm down bring me to my feet
But only for a short time
Until i come down from this high

Spend all my money
Chase all this gold
But what's left now
Everything has been sold

So now its me myself and I
Still chasing this high
Take a deep inhale
Sit back and sigh
And savor every second
Of this powerful high

Till we meet again
On some cloudy day
Needle deep may i say
This love is wasting me away.

But my love this will be last
This chapter of my life has passed
Its the dawn of a new day
And we must part ways

It was fun while it lasted
The laughs we shared were long
But alas i bid adew
Its time to start new
A happy life for me.
And sobrietys the key.

Tears fall of my eyes when I sit alone
I sit with a heart that's blown
The tears I cry are real and pain
A flow of stress I can't maintain
I cry because life itself is hard
Moving on is even worse
I would cry among evil
Main reason I been cursed
A curse I could never go by
And daily I still hear there sreams and cries
As I sit in pain and broken spirit
Sometimes I feel to die instead of cry
And no one cares to wonder why

As I look into the clouds
I can see the rain
The clouds are you and the rain is your pain
The harder tbey fall the worser she feels
She's just another person searching for real
She's a girl who's very kinded
With a mind that's open-minded
As I look into the sun
I can sense the heat
Never seen a girl so hot
That ll she'll  melt me from my head to feet
Lady your unique
Your something like a flower
With a personality so bright I ll give you half my power
As I look into the water
I can see your feelings go deep
Your living your dreams like theres no use for sleep
Now as I see you
So mystery and blue
So shy and cute
Guts try there luck your mute
Around me you show pride
And nobody knows tge feelings we have inside

A gentleman is a guy who'll treat a girl right
But s thugg only wants to hit it for one night
A gentleman is romantic and sweet
A thugg is only nice to get in the sheets
The gentleman will open his lady door
And address her by her name of dear
A thugg will leave her and even more
But they say they bring a lady to cheer
A gentleman is faithful
Thugs are ungreatful
Calling girls ******* and hoes can be hateful
Thuggs are winning
Gentlemen are losing
The **** keeps lots of girls choosing
A gentleman dresses professional and neat
While a thugg sags and eorks the streets
You choose which one is best
Which one will win and put other to rest
A gentleman classifies me
But which one would yoh rather be

We use to fight for rights
Now we fighting for life
One man had a dream
But we living his nightmare is how it seems
Killing and others have tooken there course
It seems the streets is our only source
My people are really starting to lack
Its bad enough we got strikes for being black
Back then we made history in this world
Now we putting babies in young girls
Twerking and others could be fun
But as I watch the world new things should be done
Now I see why wr all were slaves
Cause being free has gotten lots of us in graves
I really wish this world heard my voice
But we all have our own choice

You bound strong sandals on my feet,
You gave me bread and wine,
And sent me under sun and stars,
For all the world was mine.

Oh, take the sandals off my feet,
You know not what you do;
For all my world is in your arms,
My sun and stars are you.

I heard a cry in the night,
A thousand miles it came,
Sharp as a flash of light,
My name, my name!

It was your voice I heard,
You waked and loved me so—
I send you back this word,
I know, I know!