Janie:
Why does the world have to be so Money hungry?

ME:*
Because it is

Janie:
Well that's not a deep reason why.

ME:

OK how about this for a deep reason why
*clears throat
Because sadly the world has become power hungry and greedy
and only sees Dollar signs thus making everything run on money
(not Dunkin Donuts like it might think)
THUS
making it so we have to slave away at hell
( I mean work)
so that way we can still fit into this world
and live in it and keep up with the greed

......And that folks... Is my philosophy for the month.

That moment when a REALLY cute boy walks by you at work
and suddenly you are ingulfed in his Cologne.
GAH >.<

We all hide behind a mask,
the one we want everyone to see,
While the real us is fading,
decaying within the stone walls we create.

What happens when that's not enough?
The real us wants to spread its wings,
It's banging on those walls with a sledgehammer
Cracks are starting to show in that carefully constructed mask.


When that mask finally shatters
Will you be able to recognize yourself?

Tick-Tock*
Time, you're slipping away

Tick-Tock
Don't go, please stay.

Tick-Tock
I thought You would be true

Tick-Tock
Don't you know all the **** you've put me through?

Innocent blue eyes
and an angelic smile
people always saying
"So sweet, So kind"
But they don't know
what lurks behind.

Behind the halo
two little horns,
a forked tongue,
And a heart tipped tail.

Devilish thoughts shrouded
in Hell's dark flames.

What's in my head
would make grown men cry
and sweet old ladies cringe.

I'll have you down on your knees
There's no escaping
the she devil in me
Once she's out of her cage.

My appearance so fooling
to the foolish mortals around
so do try to remember,

There are horns behind this halo

Did you ever just have a day
Where you nick yourself shaving
Just a little too closely.
Hoping its just a little too deep
And everything can end?

Did you ever have a moment
Where you fell down the stairs
And for just a second
Wish you could fall down
And land in just the wrong way
So your suffering can end?

Ever go through a whole day
Going over all the possible ways
You could die accidentally?
Because you cant bring yourself
To end your own life

I have

I do it everyday.

I'll never change
I'll always be this way
I'm to childish
I'm to young to understand

I've grown up more then you will comprehend
I understand more then you realize
I've grown up right in front of your eyes.
You're just blind
to what you're little girl has grown up to be.

I will admit in some ways you are right
I don't have that much responsibility right now
and no real bills to speak of.
But that will all change soon

Got a job 40 hours a week
And don't forget the overtime.
200 dollars a month straight to the electric bill
115 to my old collage loans.
Studying in the dead of night
to go get that learners permit.
saving up the cash for a licence and car.

No more relying on the dear sweet fiance
I'll save up my OWN money to get my little place
These steps may be small and baby
But they're steps in the right direction.

*You say that I'll never change
But what the **** do you know?