what can I say,
"hello old friend"?
it's been quite a while
and I am back.

I have been from quite a journey,
yet I am still treading the tracks
I am in a new place
yet still lost and unknowing.

I have made quite a few choices,
all of them life-changing
and future-dictating
I am scared

I have thrown away my true desires,
chose a path someone else
wants for me
I am scared

I am still treading the tracks
quite a journey, yes it is
I am lost and unknowing
maybe it won't be so bad

Every single day
I keep feeling this way
I always imagine "us"
My heart keeps making a fuss

You are there
And I am here
The moments we could share
To the thought we adhere

Time goes by so fast
But to me it slowly passed
What if I were with you?
I know I wouldn't feel blue

Bakit nga ba,
Bakit ba ganito,
Di ko maintindihan pero,
Tingin ko sagot ay oo.

Tanong ng tanong,
Ngunit parating nananatiling
Tanong ang lahat ng iyon,
Sagutin mo na sana.

Di ko alam,
Ano bang problema,
Gabi-gabi nag-iisip ng sagot,
Ngunit wala talangang mahablot.

It's so unfair that
Even though you'd go and ignore me
A thousand times
I would still be really glad
To see a message from you
Even if you made me wait for it for a million years.

It's so unfair that
I would be willing to wait forever
And a day more, and an hour more
And even a minute more just to see you again.

It's so unfair that
There hasn't been a minute
Nor a second that has passed
That you weren't on my mind
But you seem to think about me less and less as the days pass by.

It's so unfair that
I've been making all these efforts
Just to make you see that I care so much
But you still continue to take me for granted.

It's just so unfair.
Yes, I don't hate you.
I always try to understand.
I always say that I know I'm not your top priority.
But, still, I get tired of being ignored.
And of being unnoticed.
And of being deemed unimportant.

I can't blame you.
I don't hate you.
I'm just tired.

Don't hate me.

'I love you',
That's all I can think about.
'I love you',
Can I say it out loud?

Wanting for you to hear it,
Waiting for you to say it,
Who's gonna go first?
My chest feels like it's going to burst.

'I'm crazy about you',
I want you to know.
'I'm crazy about you',
You always make me glow.

There have been moments,
My secrets almost slipped.
Your name, my mind dictates,
Anytime, anywhere, any trip.

'Can you just stay?',
I don't want you to go.
'Can you just stay?',
Your answer, i'm scared to know.

We're young,
That's what they all say.
But my heart sang,
It said we'll be okay.

When you have limited chances,
What do you do?
Do you just let it slip?
Or do you thank God for it?

A wise person would definitely,
Not let it slip,
But would take the chance,
Grab it, the second it showed up.

I would be the wise person,
That's how much I value,
The chances that we can have.
It seldom comes, darling.

But what would you do?
Would you be the wise person?
Or would you let it run through
Your head over and over?

Over and over,
Until the chance is gone.
Again and again,
A never ending weighing of things.

Thinking is good,
But as other people say,
Sometimes you need not use your head,
Try using your heart.

Should I or should I not?
I always ask myself.
One chance is all I got,
My stomach is in a knot.

Should I or should I not?
I always ask myself.
What the circumstances have brought,
Is too far from what I sought.

Should I or should I not?
I always ask myself.
'plant a kiss on your cheek', i thought,
But your lips were what I caught!