You were born in a first class hospital, I was delivered at home, we both survived.
You went to a private primary school and I went to a public school, we both ended in the same high school.
You woke up from the bed and I woke from the floor, we both had a peaceful night rest.
Your outfits are all expensive, mine are all simple and cheap, we both still cover our nakedness.
You ate fried rice and roasted chicken, I ate local made food but we both still ate to our satisfaction.
You ride on Lexus jeep, Range Rover, G Wagon, Hummer Jeep and I use public transport but we still got to our various destination.
You may be reading this post from your Sony xperia, BB Z10, Q10, Samsung Galaxy 6edge, IPhone6+ and I typed it with my Touch one broken screen, we still see the message.
Lifestyle is not a competition and there are different ways to get a lot of things done, different lanes all leading to the same destination. Just because your neighbour is doing things faster does not mean you are failing.
Happiness doesn't come from having everything, but making the best out of what you have, it's all about how you see yourself.
Happiness is not having what you like. Happiness is liking what you have and being content

What am I?
Who am I?
Why do I feel so alone?
Why do I feel betryed, and hurt?
Why do I feel empty?
Why do I feel as though I don't exsist anymore?
Tell me is it because I left my old life to travel my own, is that a sin.
Is it because I always felt as though no one cared?
Tell me please, is it because I chose to be my own boss, what is it I'm confused,

I left to better myself and my now married life I left because no one really bothered, I left because some people would think I wouldn't well I proved you wrong.

It was you who decided to forget about us, it was you who never cared what I would do with my life it was you that pushed me way.

Yes I feel alone even today even now that I am forgotten I thought you would care. I thought you would pay attention but I guess I was right you have never cared or loved me that's why you choose to forget me.

Broken back.
Why me , why do I suffer so bad , why am I in so much pain why can't I just live a normal life without pain ppl stare and laugh when walking funny , they stare when you have a crutch or a stick what's there issue do they even know the pain I'm going through NO they don't. Why all the stares, why all the degrades why not be my friend just cause I walk with a stick do I embarrass you, you will never understand the pain that is why you are not called true, if you were true you would be there for me , encourage me not degrade and laugh at me and you would understand oh god please heal this pain I have.

Feeling alone , hurt depressed what a woman to do, feel like death warmed up, feel like life has no meaning, tired of being the good person, tired of being me , tired of life itself tired of everything

Time to lay my head down in peace as life has no meaning, what's the point, everyone seems to ignore me, friends have seemed to have dissapeared, family is to busy to say 'hello how are you, what's worth continueing if there is no point in exsistance, its just to much.

Time to move on to the other side maybe life would be better there.

Life what a dissapointment.

This pain is tormenting,
This pain is cruel,
This pain is just to much,
This pain is killing me in so many ways,
This pain is so irritating I can scream,
Where are you powerful pills of healing,
Healing pills take this pain away,
Oh pain please just go away and come back some other day.

Whenever u want to know how rich u r? Don’t count ur money! just drop a tear & look around at the number of hands that reach out to wipe your tears

Some days its hot, some days cold
Some day happy and some days sad
Some days are windy and some days could be raining.

All these days count weather hot or cold wind or rain we all have happy days and sad and even days where we think life is no more worth living for.

But some days you need to take life as it is and accept the beauty and joys of life
Some days you need to sit relax listen to the rain and say to yourself my mind is at ease

Some days we just need to say I love you and thank you and take a deep breath and enjoy your life its an adventure not a disaster

Money what is it, why does it ruin lives.
Money why do we rely on money for love and a anti-depressant.
Money is great to have, but its an evil that creeps through the front door and out to the back,

Money aint love, it aint joy, it aint happiness either.
Money we have to buy stuff we need
But money can't ever buy the love a person needs.

Here I am laying naked, trying to please the man I married,
Here I tickle and touch him in the most sensitive places a man would love
Here I feel happy I'm trying to please my husband

Then boom what a turn off
He starts a stupid fight over a past subject swears me and tells me he is so called stressed and in no mood for intercoarse,

What did I do wrong
Did I touch him wrong, did I lay wrong was I wrong to touch and caress him was it to much, I'm confused, hurt and don't have a idea what I did
What did I do wrong if everything I was doing was so right

My heart has turned into darkness, I'm lonley, confused, hurt. What did I do wrong

Take this kiss upon the brow!
And, in parting from you now,
Thus much let me avow-
You are not wrong, who thought
That my days have been a dream;
Yet if hope has flown away
In a night, or in a day,
In a vision, or in none,
Is it therefore the less gone?
All that we see or seem
Is but a dream within a dream.

I stand above the roar
Of a surf-tormented shore,
And I hold within my hand
Grains of the golden sand-
How few! yet how they creep
Through my fingers to the deep,
While I weep- while I weep!
O God! can I not grasp
Them with a tighter clasp?
O God! can I not save
One from the pitiless wave?
Is all that we see or seem
But a dream within a dream?

will be the gladdest thing
   Under the sun!
I will touch a hundred flowers
   And not pick one.

I will look at cliffs and clouds
   With quiet eyes,
Watch the wind bow down the grass,
   And the grass rise.

And when lights begin to show
   Up from the town,
I will mark which must be mine,
   And then start down!

Its been 3 years since you left this world,
Since then I'm always feeling alone and cold .
I miss you nana , you meant the world to me..
I wish you would just come back to me
What I wouldn't give to have things go back
to the way they used to be .

You were my best friend , my angel
the one i thought would never leave me
but god needed an angel , he called you up to heaven
the fondest memory of you i have is when i was seven.

You were more than my nana
you were my best friend
the one i wanted to follow right to the end.

You were the one who taught me to play piano and sing
You taught me to love
you are my beautiful angel whose high up above.

I miss you nana , i try to fight back the tears
you taught me to always face my fears
How i wish I could feel you near.

One day I will see you again
forever my angel we will be
together forever till the end.
So... I wait for the day ,
and I wait for the hour
a life without you is never what i desired.

I pray you are at peace
and that you are happy
cause nana life without you sure has been ******.

How I Love you!
I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where.I love you simply, without problems or pride. I love you in this way because I do not know any other way of loving but this, in which there is no I or you, so intimate that your hand upon my chest is my hand, so intimate that when I fall asleep your eyes closes.

Why Do We Close Our Eyes .

When We Pray  ?.

When We Cry  ?.

When We Dream  ?.

Or When We Kiss  ?.

Because We Know  .

That The Most Beautiful Things In Life  .

Are Not Seen  .

But Felt By Heart 

Blaming others is a waste of time. It solves nothing. It may take the heat off you a while but you'll end up a failure with your excuses.

Beware the pride & arrogance in you that credit yourself for all your successes but point a finger at others for your failures.

Remember, everyone has a story. If you've been blessed, don't be arrogant. Stay humble and learn to feel someone else's fear, pain and sorrow.

Love such a beautiful word , love what is love, is it hate or is it hate because you choose not to believe in love.
Love is it unfaithful or truthful, you choose weather its unfaithful or true.
Love its an amazing word but hard to find.

The wind is howling like the wolves in the forest, the wonderful wind that comes afar, a breeze when your hot on a summer day, a life safer when you cannot breath, beatiful mother nature how I love the winds that howl and healing powers it can give.

The trees are shaking back and forth the doors keep on slamming the windows keep on ponding you are so powerful it knocks me off my feet.

As the sun goes down and the moon comes up, I prepare my night by laying my son down to bed.
                                               Watching him, Staring at him oh god what a wonderful gift you have given me. He makes me mad when he becomes a rebels, he cheers me up with a simple tickle, he makes me smile when things seem  bad  he makes me look forward for the next day

Oh god what a perfect gift
His laugh makes me laugh silly
His jokes are more funnier than mine He makes me whole everyday no matter how hard life can be My son makes me the person I am today thank you lord for my wonderful gift.

Here I sit alone in the dark
Thinking what tomorrow will bring
Thinking what type of future I'm going to have, thinking how I'm going to make ends meets and trying to stay positive.

Here in the dark I sit and wonder why my life is the way it is, and how I wish to run away, then it knocks me and I'm scared and alone in the dark saying o **** this is my life full of darkness, full of regret ,full of neglect.

Here alone in the dark I wish my family was close so I can go sit next to them and cry and knowing everything will be ok , but no my life is not a box of chocolates.

Being alone in the dark is my only friend thank you lonsim thank you dark this is who I am and nothing can change it.

Times
There are times for love
There are times for joy
There are times for hate and time for tears
My time is running out I have nowhere to run I only wish time could be turned back and rewind
My time of life has ups and downs
My times of life have heartbreaks and tears
The only time I'm counting is the time that above gives me.