I opened my mouth to say something,
But he leaned in towards me,
And stole me a kiss,
Forgetting what I had to say.

There is no such thing as, "Love at first sight."
Love is acquired and only acquired.

Why do I always get the feeling,
He's too good for me?

I look in the mirror every day,
And I am never satisfied with what I see.
I see a girl with acne and scars,
Who's pretty, in all actuality.

If I considered changing myself,
Would he like me more?

I passed my road test,
And I feel happy once again...

Nothing can ever compare,
To a first kiss.

He took my heart,
And wrapped it in one,
And now that he's here,
My future has beautifully begun.

I'M HUNGRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NO FOOD OMGGGGGGGGGGGGG

He's here,
And I'm tired,
Crap...
Ima die

It's like you're my mirror,
My mirror staring back at me.
And it feel too good.

The SAT's are now over,
And I study as best I can,
Despite my annoying learning disability,
I can say I tried.
But now there's the ACT,
And the finals and regents,
Along with maintaining my GPA,
And dealing with endless anxiety.

Maybe I am unlikeable,
Even though nobody says anything to me;
They just glance,
And turn away.

I wonder how my boyfriend would feel,
If my life suddenly changed,
or even if I died...

He ran until he could no more,
Insipid pawprints, on all fours.
He was instantly taken aback,
Thinking they'd attack!
But fooled by him,
His reflectin oh, so grim!
He pranced through the night,
Out of his own hidden fright.
Yet it wasn't until,
He solemnly stood still.
But there had not been a sound,
As he foolishly turned back around.
If he only knew he was not the same,
Would he experiance no shame.
But he walked unwillingly amongst the night,
With not a sound heard, not a sole in sight.

Sometimes it only takes one hug,
To make you feel good.

I was once suicidal.
Now I'm just hurt.

Nothing more disgusts me,
Than living with my brother and father.

Cold on a misty day,
But warm in my lovers arms.

I'm lost in my own thoughts.

What hurts the most,
Was losing everything I worked so hard for,
Because of something unexpected;
Something not worth repeating ever again...

There is no better meaning to life,
Than the deepest of them all,
*love

Beautiful baby from the outside in,
You'll be safe in my arms with a side of gin.

Maybe he just needs his space...

Sometimes you just have to let go,
Of the one you love the most.

Success** and achievement
are the two best words ever said.

Try to enjoy yourself,
Even when you know,
You can't always,
Have the best of times.

He hasn't texted any sweet messages to me recently,
Not like he always used to do...

Considering all of the things,
He has accomplished,
I feel very inferior to him,
Despite the good in me.

Nothing more disgusts me,
Than living with my brother and father.

We've been apart far too long,
And I'm tired as ever,
I feel vacous and lonely,
Without our united endeavor.

How do we make it through the week,
Or possibly two,
With very little contact,
Never saying, "I love you?"

Mono ruined my summer plans,
And now I'm depressed,
because I am clueless of what to do in the summer...:/

When will the tables turn for me,
And break past anxiety?

I only need you to take one look at me,
To know it's actually you.

I might actually be a poet,
And I don't even know it.

We've been apart far too long,
And I'm tired as ever,
I feel vacous and lonely,
Without our united endeaver.

Who would be the one to tell my boyfriend,
That I was dead?
Would he visit me in the hopsital beforehand?

What a girl wants, wat a girl needs,
Whatever makes you happy, and sets you free,
And I'm thankn all of you for your time.

It only takes one sentence,
To change your point of view.

What hurt the most,
Was losing everything I worked so hard for,
Because of something unexpected;
Something not worth repeating ever again...
But now I'm trying this again for the third time,
And I start again in the summer,
But I still can't believe,
What I have to go through again,
Just to become a lifeguard.

I thought of you after I woke up,
Smiling beautifully down at me,
Through my large opaque cup.

He tries his absolute best to appear perfect around me,
But the truth is,
He appears just perfect in my eyes.

...I just hope one day he will realize that.

Roses are red,
Violets are blue,
I am drowning happily,
Inside of *you.

I just somehow wish I could tell you,
How much I've fallen for you.
But now that I feel,
As if I can't ever tell you,
I'm honestly drowning inside your brilliance.

When will I wake up and say,
I am proud to start anew?

What's for dinner tonight?
I'll settle for a plate of hope,
And a glass of anti-anxiety.

As long as you breathe,
you will be alright.

I've learned to never neglect friends,
Despite being in a distant relationship.
Now I'm not even sure,
If they forgive me.
They talk to me in the moment,
Then leave me in the dust when plans come up.
A relationship is not something to die over,
Especially when you're only 17,
Because it will shock you in the long run,
To realize,
There's more to life than just "your true love."

I don't want to waste another minute of my time,
Only worrying about *him.