When will I wake up and say,
I am proud to start anew?

I looked at the door in my English class,
Imagining you standing there,
With your contagious smile I quickly fell in love with,
In any event, anywhere.
My eyes then looked at my paper,
Love was killing me inside,
Because the boy I truly am in love with,
Picked me up and tried.

I would have to quit my dreams in life,
Before I'd seperate myself from you.

I was once suicidal.
Now I'm just hurt.

I have many things to come,
And many things to do,
But I somehow always seem empty.

I've lost many things because I loved you,
But now I have to try and get them back

The moment he shows up at your track meet,
I'm frozen with shock,
When he embraces me in his arms,
There isn't ever a clock.

I listened to the tone of your voice,
From far out in the distance,
I heard an unbeatable sound thereafter,
I missed you, in an instant.

When will the tables turn for me,
And break past anxiety?

Don't laugh at me,
Don't call me names,
Don't show your pleasure,
From my pain.
In God's eyes,
We're all the same.
Don't laugh at me.

He tries his absolute best to appear perfect around me,
But the truth is,
He appears just perfect in my eyes.

...I just hope one day he will realize that.

Just stop all the ruckus,
And leave me alone.

There are more than just "looks"
In a relationship.
But there is just enough ambiguity,
To drive me off a cliff.

He hasn't texted any sweet messages to me recently,
Not like he always used to do...

It felt good when we were united,
But it messed up my mind when we were apart.

Beautiful baby from the outside in,
You'll be safe in my arms with a side of gin.

I just somehow wish I could tell you,
How much I've fallen for you.
But now that I feel,
As if I can't ever tell you,
I'm honestly drowning inside your brilliance.

Bruises and cuts;
They go away.
But words,
Can affect a person's life,
Forever.

I just somehow wish I could tell you,
How much I've fallen for you.
But now that I feel,
As if I can't ever tell you,
I'm honestly drowning inside your brilliance.

Life slows down at an inaccurate pace,
When all you think about,
Is being *in love

I miss track one day,
And my sides are squishy?

I'm sad and confused.
I love him so,
It's hard for me,
To get him to fully open up to me.

Gently cover my hands with yours,
And I will be with you forever.

You'll never know,
Unless you try.
If you fail,
Ok...
You fail.
But you will never know if you fail,
If you never try.

I've waited my whole life,
Just to be happy.

One word suits today,
And that word is pure,
**Exhaustion

I feel like I should no longer share,
new events that occur in my life anymore,
Because he hardly talks about his...

A cried an endless river of wasted tears,
Only to discover my true love on the other side.

Try to enjoy yourself,
Even when you know,
You can't always,
Have the best of times.

What if I just pulled the trigger now,
Would people wonder why, when, where, how?
Would my father then understand me,
When I'm so blissfully set free?

ALL* you need is
love

I wonder how my boyfriend would feel,
If my life suddenly changed,
or even if I died...

They tell me,
That I have small hands and feet,
But still like the rest; just a bit different,
For a young girl who's petite.

Nothing can ever compare,
To a first kiss.

I thought of you after I woke up,
Smiling beautifully down at me,
Through my large opaque cup.

After a long, hard day,
I only wish one thing from you,
That is a text knowing you're thinking of me,
The way I'm always thinking of you.

Why do I always get the feeling,
He's too good for me?

Cold on a misty day,
But warm in my lovers arms.

There is no better meaning to life,
Than the deepest of them all,
*love

As long as you breathe,
you will be alright.

It's like you're my mirror,
My mirror staring back at me.
And it feel too good.

Is it even possible,
To feel too good?

The end of my misery is near,
But my future is almost here.

I smiled because,
I know I'll be okay...

The only thing that is presently on my mind,
Is the thought of me now, baffled and blind...

I might as well make the most of my time,
Without you in my arms.

Love is enough,
Drama is too much to handle

He made his first move,
And now it's time for me to make mine...

If I considered changing myself,
Would he like me more?

I might actually be a poet,
And I don't even know it.