I'm sad and confused.
I love him so,
It's hard for me,
To get him to fully open up to me.

He hasn't texted any sweet messages to me recently,
Not like he always used to do...

It only takes one sentence,
To change your point of view.

Who would be the one to tell my boyfriend,
That I was dead?
Would he visit me in the hopsital beforehand?

I wonder how my boyfriend would feel,
If my life suddenly changed,
or even if I died...

I feel like I should no longer share,
new events that occur in my life anymore,
Because he hardly talks about his...

I've learned to never neglect friends,
Despite being in a distant relationship.
Now I'm not even sure,
If they forgive me.
They talk to me in the moment,
Then leave me in the dust when plans come up.
A relationship is not something to die over,
Especially when you're only 17,
Because it will shock you in the long run,
To realize,
There's more to life than just "your true love."