you are the greatest pleasure
bigger than life I feel
I know

you are the definition
of 'Ecstasy'
In my little world

have't I told you
I am a victim of
your sweet innocence

tricky game you play love
keep me all to you or
give me nothing at all

the emperor of ages
uncountable drops of blood
sweat and thirst
infinite sparks of chemicals
inside your wrinkled brain
just vanished
In the way as miserable as it can be
right after it fired, the last bullet
the bullet of so called love

chimes of bells
dance and beauty of pictures
speeches and God's contest
will mixed to the wine
unveiled the bride
the one you tasted the soul

dear ***
I know your games
**** me
I will fight for survival

I am
   the best friend
          of mine

making

I am
   the worst enemy
          of mine

...... ! ,

I love him
I didn't know much things ; My life, it was not pleasant
So I let him come
I had patience to listen to him
I know he is a play boy, Only he is little anxious
He provoked me in no time
He touched my Libido just with little words
I felt him, He is honest for the moment he live
He need to see all the world make love
That is his wish bigger than life
He act like a beast ; but
I know he is emotional
If you hurt him - his reaction is unpredictable
He talks what the silence taught him
That silence make me
I was naked - I don't know
I only listening to him
He is dangerous but not to me
He is mad, cynical
Damaged and lusted ; Desperate hedonist he is
But I know he is a minimalist
He walks towards steady ******
Inside of him he is only spiritual
World has taken his very own definition
He is the one lay me on cloud bed
Penetrate me deep into my soul
He is the universe that he see
That I see ; now
I love him - so I let him come
And he ;
He made me come !