...... ! ,

I love him
I didn't know much things ; My life, it was not pleasant
So I let him come
I had patience to listen to him
I know he is a play boy, Only he is little anxious
He provoked me in no time
He touched my Libido just with little words
I felt him, He is honest for the moment he live
He need to see all the world make love
That is his wish bigger than life
He act like a beast ; but
I know he is emotional
If you hurt him - his reaction is unpredictable
He talks what the silence taught him
That silence make me
I was naked - I don't know
I only listening to him
He is dangerous but not to me
He is mad, cynical
Damaged and lusted ; Desperate hedonist he is
But I know he is a minimalist
He walks towards steady ******
Inside of him he is only spiritual
World has taken his very own definition
He is the one lay me on cloud bed
Penetrate me deep into my soul
He is the universe that he see
That I see ; now
I love him - so I let him come
And he ;
He made me come !

Today I am a single atom
Like most the other of unsounded life
All around us - look happy

When I see the filtered sunlight
In the dawn coming through the cloud
I feel the life and the hope
For a new beginning

What I see as life and what I live
As life, surly not the samething
Like the sun getting exuberant
As it climb right above to your head
My very own life burn it self
And make both my life and the skin
Dark

When I see the moonlight
Mild and soothing beams of it
I look upward and say to the moon
How the day light tortured my mind

Moon - She knows all my dark secrets
To my prayers she only say one thing

" Darling you are the sun,
       you are my light, even though you didn't know
  Darling you are not bad, you are power
       of the life, yours and all the others "

Today I am an atom
I don't understand what she says
But I am stubborn
I want to believe, And I will keep believe
What moon says and keep saying
With her kind and nice smile
And mystic gesture of love

Indeed she became the light
To the darkness I see as dark

you are the muse
you are the sun
you are the God
the impeccable 'Him'
of the universe
boundaries never seen

© shanikayrs

Sometimes.
It all comes as you know it all
Meantimes
It all goes as you are all blind
If not smile what else to do
High standards or
Despair of sight
Nothing will fix
All by itself
I mean
I keep falling, hence
I wish this is to be an abyss
Or your love

shanikayrs