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shanika yrs Jan 7
I need to confess
Yes I am a man of lust
desires, unfulfilled

man of broken dreams
man who lost hopes
man of flesh, blood and emotions
a man who victimized to sadness
insecurities, fear and vulnerabilities
doubts, apprehension, self loathe, disgust
man who is not man enough
delicate, hyper-sensitive
a man who lost focus, who feed his soul to the anxiety
a man who cry
or a boy, you may call
father I am a man who loves mom

Yes I have failed
father I pity myself
Yes father I know I must extinct
forgive me for my existence
shanikayrs
shanika yrs Dec 2024
Hello Stranger!

Let me tell you what just crossed my mind:
When you love somebody, you give a piece of your heart, never expecting it back.

If it’s protected, good—you’re happy.
But if not, stranger,
there’s a missing piece, a tear, a wound
to make your heart grow bigger.
So darling stranger
here you gotta a big heart, a pleasant aftermath  

Even pain has its own kind of art—an acquired taste, unique in its appreciation.

So, cheers to the tears and wares, stranger!

Or—if this is utter nonsense—perhaps,
stranger,
we could try not to be strangers
for, say, four decades and some more—if that's an option?
© shanikayrs
shanika yrs Jul 2024
I see you shimmering
here to the skyline of
furthest I can see
my heart aches, though
© shanikayrs
shanika yrs Jun 2024
Look how comfortable, it is to be in dark
cold shimmers
I am alive, fresh, and fit
All I need is a lil more courage to die
© shanikayrs
shanika yrs Apr 2024
But these are all for you
for us
erotically exclusive
~
my naked soul is
all for my love
for my darkest
love
© shanikayrs
shanika yrs Apr 2024
You are a magic - do you know?

The world, the universe, the whole existence around
Drains my mind, because I am incapable of resting
Without knowing the hell and heaven of it,
And to my fear of sleeping on clouds

You made the peace, aesthetic
Rambling magic
Contented without any such purpose
The geometrical kind of one

Magic,
The forever beautiful unknown
© shanikayrs
shanika yrs Jan 2024
So
Hello you
Yes you
Blue
The lady behind the wall
I brought flowers to you
🌻🌻🌻🌻
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