Adventure **!  Allons-y!
Come on dear, follow me.

I don’t have a TARDIS, that I regret
But I beg you don’t give up on me yet

I can take you low, and I can take you far
Closer to your destiny, come out of the dark

Time and space are closer than you think
But please dear God, don’t ever blink

You might miss something of importance, you know
Just keep remembering that one day I'll show

My sonic screwdriver will guide the way
To a life for us, a life of play

I may not be The Doctor but dear there’s nothing we can’t do
My companion you’ll be, on the dark side of our moon

High and low, to travel to stay
I can’t ever forget that face

You and I are connected, please tell me you see
The Doctor and Companion, you and me

What is it about that stupid shot?
The one that reminds you why you forgot
That someone who completely tore you apart
And don’t forget, literally broke your heart

I don’t like pictures that can possibly tell
Who I was or how hard I fell
It’s a personal matter that I believe
You never could get past the thought of me

I wanted you so bad, but now I see
That all I needed was inside of me
I can go on, and so can my mind
But that stupid shot, I wish I were blind

Sometimes I watch it rain
     Sometimes.
Sometimes I look around
     Sometimes.
Sometimes I pet my dog
     Sometimes.
Sometimes I pet my cat
     Sometimes.
Sometimes I think about you...

Always.

10th of November was
9 days before school started back, and there were
8 thousand words I should have been writing at
7 pm that night because I had
6 papers due but I thought about you until
5 minutes before school and be
4 I knew it you were mine and
3 drinks later I was way too drunk
2 walk myself home and you were the nice
1 who made sure I was okay and my heart went from
0 to 60 everytime you smiled at me.
1 week later at
2 in the morning, you called me, and the
3rd times the charm, I asked you to marry me
4 life because it was barely
5 degrees outside and I was falling for you out of
6 billion people in the world, despite only knowing you for
7 weeks. And now
8 more months later, and
900 days since I told you I loved you, and I thank God for the
1000 days I had with you these two and a half years.

I know you don’t love me ...
Like that at least.
I’m your best friend, always here to protect and serve.

I don’t mind this at all of course
But I have to say
     This kills me.

Not you, it’s not your fault.
It’s my stupid heart not communicating with my brain
     This kills me.

I try not to tell you or show how much I love you
It’s weird for you and I can tell.
     This kills me.

I see these guys run through your life and hurt you
I’m tired of seeing you hurt and feeling helpless to it
     This kills me.

I stay out.
Be emotionless Virginia, emotionless is the key
     This kills me.

It kills me because I know you know it hurts me
It kills me because I don’t want to feel this way
It kills me because I can’t help it although I’ve **** sure tried
It kills me because I don’t know what to do
It kills me because I’m slowly dying on the inside and each day it gets worse

I’m trying dear,
I really am.

That stupid hat.

I can't believe I brought it.
What am I, 12?

But I have to thank that stupid hat,
it brought me to you.

I really don't get it, honestly
How could you even stand to be around me?
But all in good time, you've made me understand
That this is going all according to plan.

You liked me, he loved me, he hated me, and I was ...
CONFUSED.

Should I blame you?
No.
Am I blaming you?
Yeah.

If it weren't for you I'd still have that **** hat.

I’m tired of being convenient for you
I’m not some toy for you to toss away when you’re through

I’m a person, a real human as it were
Maybe even a kitten, a playful ball of fur

How important to you am I exactly?
Not too much I assume matter of factly

One day I’ll snap out of this fantasy
That you actually truly will always love me