I'm like a bad
haircut
I'm like a cold coffee
you spilled
I'm the maggot
to your garbage
I'm the parasite
to your plant
I'm the tears
to your sadness.

Here I am
every single thing
I do
always makes you
suffer
more
even more

I really wished that
one day
I will be diamond
to your crown
cure
to all of your diseases
genie
to all of your
wishes

I'm sorry
I'm not perfect enough
to make us
perfect
together.


November 26th 2013, 8:33 a.m

You are like the sand
I can't held you
I can't let you go
either
because you are
easily blown by
the wind
and just
disappear.

Loving you is like
salting a sea
pointless
meaningless
time wasting
but still, I did it
because it's you.

But,
one thing you should know
I would still love you
even when you are
never know
if I ever existed in
this world
or not
or when the oceans
and the continents
separate us
in different part
of the world
or even when you are
marry each girl
in this earth
except me.

It doesn't matter
it's not a big deal
I'm not a big deal
but
you are

I do not care
I just love you
so much.



November 25th 2013, 9:38 p.m

I was wondering,
keep wondering,
can't stop wondering,
and still wondering,
if you are worth all the tears I shed
every night
or all of my prayers to God
or all of my grades at school
or every page on my diary.

I was wondering
how in the world your smile
could save my entire day
or week
or month
or year
or the rest of my life.

I was wondering
why did God separate us apart from
each other
thousand,
even million miles away.

I was wondering
when will you are going to
sit next to me
on my sleepless night,
rubbing my back
and tell me that everything will be alright.

Because,
after all of these wonders
all I can do is praying
wishing that
you will always be happy
out there
and I wish I will always be happy
in here.

But,
I also pray
and wishing that one day,
we will be happy
together
for the rest of
our life.



November 24th 2013, 2:11 a.m