Clickety, clack, clickety,clack
Went the bright red shoes
Down the pavement to the right  and into a shop of blue
clickety, clack,clickety, clack
Said the bright red shoes, went to the mall and had it all, then traded the bright red shoes.

My name is serenity, i live in a small town and i go to school like a normal teenager does every day, i have had amazing days, and i have had bad. I've been lost and I've been hurt. I have felt pain, I have felt betrayal. I love with all my heart, and i cry with all my might. I believe in many things, and  have few things i can't whiled myself to believe in, I have a mother and a father. I may not be perfect but who is. All i care about is people i love and who love me. I am true to myself. I don't need much to have everything. I don't care what you think of me, because the only person that should care what they think is me. I trust but only few, I may not have the best life in the world but i would never trade it for anything.

At the beginning I thought we were true friends, we talked, we laughed, we cried, but then you hurt me. I hated you I couldn't believe you could do this to me. I thought we were so close that nothing could rip us apart but I was wrong. I stopped talking, I stopped laughing, but I never stopped crying. I thought I would never forgive you, I thought I would hate you for eternity. But the truth is that even though we went through all that it still made us stronger. So all I have to say now is you are forgiven.

How should i know what to do? You never tell me how you feel, or what you need. I love you with all my heart, but  don't know how to help you. I feel you slipping, and becoming what you said you never wanted to be. Tell me how to help, tell me what you need. I don't want to lose you, you are everything to me, my heart, my soul, my sister, my family. So why can;t i help you. I feel helpless to you, I need you,I love you, and I will never lose you. So please let me help. <3

I'm walking in a dark hallway, I'm lost, cant find the way home, Then I hear your voice. Its like a melody a song I could listen to forever, The darkness around me disperses, and its just you and me. My fears are gone, my pain is lost, and you are my love, my saint, my savior!

All alone sitting thinking wondering...Is this all there is to life? No there is more...There has to be right....There is love, happiness, trust, care, but there is also hurt, pain, crying, hating, feeling numb...Is this all i should expect? No i know there is much more, a whole new world waiting to be discovered. Is a broken world all people will know? No it will fix Its self, it will learn, it will start loving, caring, trusting again, and happiness will return, because we are all worth it.

Jump Missy jump, the little guy yells at me, walking down the stairs with him staring at me, love is what i feel every time i see his little brown eyes staring up at me. He jumps knowing his older sister will catch him, loving the instant that he gets to feel like he is flying. Love is all i know for that moment when i catch him and he says "I love you Missy," and all i think to my self is i will NEVER let you fall.

You loved me my whole life, you cared for me your whole life, you gave me everything i needed and wanted, you were and are everything to me. I never got to tell you how much i loved you and I never told how sorry i was for every time i hurt you. Mom I love you with all my hurt and I am sorry for anything i did that hurt you, you are everything to me. You are mine and I am yours <3

My paint brush pulled across the canvas, red is the streak of paint, dripping down the white empty  space, left to right over and over again, pain is what I feel as I look down, and stare at what i created, a monster lives inside me, Tears fall from his eyes as my sleeves come up and he sees the art I have created. He asked once if i was okay. I lied, My canvas was my wrist my paint brush was the razz-er, and my paint was the blood. I asked myself if i was okay that day and I said yes, Its all okay..... For now......

touch-  sandy, rough, bumpy, hard.

sight- red, hard , half-moon, ridged.

taste- fruity, sweet chewy, fruit loops

smell-  fruit loops sour candy lemony

hear- squishy, chewy, crunchy,

You treat me like I am nothing, you make me do what you do not want to. The only way I feel when I am around you is that I am nothing, you don't care, you only want, you think I am a mistake and that I will not do great things, but the truth is that you hate everything I am, because you know I am a spark that will never go out, you know I am a fire that will burn on, and you know I will be everything you say I'm not. I will help and I will love and I will save, I will not sit on the side lines and watch the world go on without me, I will not let people hurt and I will not forget what you did to me, I will forgive but I will never forget.

crunchy, buttery,soft, chewy.
popcorn, popcorn oh how i love my popcorn.
happy it makes me to hear it pop, pop,pop
the smell of it wafts around me it makes me scream with delight.
popcorn, popcorn oh how i love my dear popcorn.

Shattered was my heart when i asked if we were alright, and hurt i was when he told me he didn't know, pain is all i felt waiting for him to reply when i asked him if we were still us, fear is all i knew for an instant when i thought i would lose it all. Love was what i felt  when he told me yes, truth was all i was in that moment when i reveled how i felt to my hearts full content, forever is how long i believe i will be love, us is every time i see you, together is you and me.

Why do we ask ourselves, who am i to be beautiful, talented, or fabulous? Well the truth is who are you not to be? Everyone in this worl deserves a chance it does not matter your race or gender. we are all one, no one should be put down, called names, or be thrown around. we are all the children of god, brother and sister, loving and caring for each other. I am as much yours as you are mine, gears coming together to make the world work, so lets make a new world, because at some point it'll be time for change.  <3

High on top of a mountain there lived a bear.
He lived in a cave and he had lots of hair.
He was blanketed in frosty snow.
Then he said so,
I'll go cut my brown bear hair.

Love is something i'm new too, trying hard to not get scared, feeling love is all different to me, heart pounding every time i see you, sweating when you get closer to me, and wishing you would kiss me and let me fall into your arms, please don't ever let me go, i want to always be yours, because i know i'm in love with you.

I hurt when i heard you had passed, pain was all i knew when everyone in my life was crying, I heard the wind whistle the first morning i woke without you in my life. Crying was something i hadn't done yet, When my mother sat me down and told me you died, all i thought was this is a joke, When i finally cried i felt every feeling i had been suppressing and i finally  showed how much it truly hurt me to lose you.

Why can't i ever say whats on my mind, why can't i tell you how i feel, listen is all i want you to do. Putting your arm around me is something i dream about, hearing you say i'm the only one you will ever love is my whole world, truth is all i want is us to be, so why can't we take the leap of faith together, because us and together is all i truly want.

Why do we try so hard? Is it to be loved or cared for, we need it, we can't live without it, but the thing people don't understand is that we really don't have to try so hard, we just need to be us and remember we are all perfect the way we are

I always thought that the truth was something that would set your mind at ease and help you sleep at night. I was told telling the truth was good and not telling it was bad. So why when you tell the truth it hurts so much? Why does it tare you apart from the inside out? Why does it make you cry, Why cant you ever bring yourself to love and trust the person who hurt you so bad? I was always taught to trust but how can i trust when it is so easy to be hurt by that trust you give away? I have been hurt with the trust i gave away so the next time you ask me why don't you trust, I'll say because I'm tired of getting hurt.