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For a person who loves to make other people laugh,
She doesn't know when her laugh is real.
It got to the point where she got used to laughing,
She thought she's happy all the time.
Maybe she is, maybe she's genuinely happy all the time.
Who knows?

For a person who loves to assure other people they're safe,
She prefers danger more than anything.
She chooses danger, and private every single time decision has to be made.
She allows danger to take her over.
Maybe she just doesn't know what it feels to choose something that's safe that can make her happy.
Maybe she's just used to feeling the excitement brought by danger.
Who knows?

For a person who gives love so easily,
She never knows what love really is.
She maybe knowing how she loves, and she's been looking for it everywhere.
She's about to give up looking for that love, the same love that she gives to people.
Maybe she just wants to feel that love, the love that she provides.
Who knows?

For a person who wants others to experience true happiness everywhere she goes,
She only experienced happiness that came from danger, secrecy, privacy and everything that's wrong.
She has never experienced happiness that came from peace.

For a girl that wants purity and integrity so bad,
She has been living a life full of mystery, secrets, and lies.

She's scared that no one will ever understand her.
She's scared that no one will ever see her.
She's scared that she might not be able to forgive herself.
It's not too late, right? Healing isn't linear.
Almost seven,
And I still remember you in the smallest of things.
Sometimes I unconsciously thought that I’m with you.
I dreamt of you last night.
There’s always this thought of me to not regret any second we’re together.
That’s why I wanted to be the first one to say β€œI love you” and it’s okay if you won’t say it back.
After all these months that we didn’t see each other.
I’m okay if you won’t say you love me, I just wanted to put my message across.
That I love you, and I’ll love you β€˜til my last breath.
Then an unexpected happened in my dreams.
You said β€œI love you” first.
And I said β€œI love you” back.
I won’t forget this dream, and I dreamt of you again.
Twice.
I’m thankful that we get to see each other, that we get to talk to each other.
Again, even if it’s in my dreams.
I love you.
what happened on this day was as clear as how the sun shines
we were busy with our lives, that night was our rest
it was truly a rest
that night felt right
the way we told each other indirect i love you's
you writing "i love you" on my thighs with your hand
me singing "i want you to know, i love you the most" lyric
of one of the songs that i like
that was the first time we confessed, indirectly
i feel like my heart will forever remember you
whoever i'll meet,
it hurts to say,
but nothing can compare to what my love is for you
at this point in time, i'm not even trying to move on. i'm just letting my heart beat for you.
hug
i imagined you standing there in front of me
not wasting any second to hug me
you’re out of breath
worriedly running
it’s like you know what i’m thinking on those moments
when i don’t answer your call during those times
you get extremely worried
because you mindlessly know, during those times,
that my mind is in between wars,
it’s in between chaos and sadness,
and my heart is a wreck,
a train full of endless cries,
wherein you know i’ll give up at any second
but you’ve known i’m strong
you’ve known i’ve been through a lot
so you did just that
in my imagination, you were there
not saying anything
not wasting any second
to hug me
i hope you’re okay
sun
it’s the 3-month mark now
and guess what?
i still love you
more than i could ever love anyone else
and i’m just gonna let it be
it's the first time in months that i told someone
that i still love you
they asked if we're still talking
and it hurt me to say no
but this time, this love is surely different. it's my first time experiencing this kind of love. i will still love you even if you're with someone new. i will still love you from afar. i will still love you even if we're not talking. i will still love you even if i don't feel your presence anymore. and i sincerely hope and wish you're doing okay. please take care of yourself. i love you.
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