𝙰𝚗𝚗𝚎 - Hello Poetry

𝙰𝚗𝚗𝚎 Mar 2023

Love is peace.
Love is where the birds chirp in the sky, no smoke is seen.
Love is where the wind blows right, hair strands in sync with the flow.
Love is where the cars mildly run on a highway, no over-speeding.
Love is where kids are running in a wide field, catching each other as if they are in another universe.
Love is where balloons are filled with helium, held by a kid's hand.
Love is where foods are all over the place, people patiently lining up to buy food, catching up with their friends while they wait.
Love is where you can hear laughters loud and clear, as if reality is so far away.
Love is where you hear the sea waves gently clash through the rocks.
Love is where you share picnic mat with your friends, or coworkers, sharing food.
Love is where you look at the skies, talking to someone you love, as if you're both alone in the world.
Love is where you made someone smile in the little things that you do.
Love is everywhere. Peace is everywhere.
You just have to look for it.

𝙰𝚗𝚗𝚎 Mar 2023

when was the last time someone made you feel loved when you didn't feel lovable?

(1)
last time i felt loved was,
laying in bed in a bright sunny morning,
coughs and sneezes everywhere,
couldn't stand, couldn't walk,
but there he is,
putting a towel over my forehead

(2)
last time i felt loved was,
bawling my eyes out on a video call,
tears fell as if it's natural for my eyes to just have tears,
sad tears that looked beautiful,
but there he is,
getting sad and frustrated because he wanted to hug me so bad
yet he couldn't

(3)
last time i felt loved was,
having a breakdown in a car,
anxiety and depression strike me down at once,
hands were shaking nonstop,
but there he is,
holding my hand tight, hugging me, and letting me know he's there

(4)
last time i felt loved was,
looking in front of a mirror,
eyes were bloodshot red because of nonstop crying,
waterfall tears,
but there she is,
wiping her tears, moving forward, and fighting again

in this life of mine, i'm thankful i'm aware that i felt loved at least four times. those were the times i felt loved strongly, as if i'm not alone in this world.

𝙰𝚗𝚗𝚎 Mar 2023

from a poetry book, "good grief"

"there are people waiting to meet you.
people waiting to love you.
there are places that stand still
until you've stepped foot in them.
something really beautiful
could happen for you in the morning.
there is so much waiting for your arrival.
arrive there."

- brianna pastor

i feel like i have to share this excerpt that made me feel positive about moving forward with life. i hope whoever reads this to have a good day!

𝙰𝚗𝚗𝚎 Mar 2023

closed doors

well,
goodbyes are always painful
but i try my best to always
give them a good goodbye
for both of our sakes

𝙰𝚗𝚗𝚎 Feb 2023

how are you?

“what’s the question that would make you tear up immediately once you hear it?”

“”how are you?””

𝙰𝚗𝚗𝚎 Feb 2023

touched

i’m at that age
where proposals & “will you marry me?” questions
make me cry

i’m touched when people finally meet their persons. like i’m really happy, seeing how they finally meet the one they’ll spend their entire lives with. their lifetimes. also asking the question, when’s it gonna be my turn? but gotta have patience, and should never settle for less. :)

𝙰𝚗𝚗𝚎 Feb 2023

question

and if i’m finally living life,
i wonder, who will i meet?

tired of just surviving