𝙰𝚗𝚗𝚎 - Hello Poetry

𝙰𝚗𝚗𝚎 Feb 2023

touched

i’m at that age
where proposals & “will you marry me?” questions
make me cry

i’m touched when people finally meet their persons. like i’m really happy, seeing how they finally meet the one they’ll spend their entire lives with. their lifetimes. also asking the question, when’s it gonna be my turn? but gotta have patience, and should never settle for less. :)

𝙰𝚗𝚗𝚎 Feb 2023

question

and if i’m finally living life,
i wonder, who will i meet?

tired of just surviving

𝙰𝚗𝚗𝚎 Feb 2023

where i meet the finish line

in this new life i'm creating,
i'll thank everyone for everything.
you have to lose your old life,
in order to gain a new one.

and start a new beginning

𝙰𝚗𝚗𝚎 Feb 2023

what i'll tell them

They say that a person can hurt you in relation to the level of their importance in your life.
He was and he is the second most important person in my life (next to myself).
That’s why if someone will ask me if he hurt me, I’ll tell them:

“He hurt me in ways I sometimes couldn’t bear the pain. He hurt me in ways I think he wouldn’t. He hurt me in ways I never really think my heart could handle. Loving him hurt me, as loving someone is always the best and worst decision one could ever make. But loving him is something I don't and won't regret.”

And I'll choose to love him again and again if I could go back in time.

𝙰𝚗𝚗𝚎 Feb 2023

sad story

it’s painful to have many mutual acquiantances
they thought you’ll be surprising me flowers today
they didn’t know we ended

𝙰𝚗𝚗𝚎 Feb 2023

until when

in the court today,
a lot of them asked me about you
and they don’t know the excruciating pain
of having to lie
that i know where you are and what you’re doing

𝙰𝚗𝚗𝚎 Feb 2023

thank you, my knight

it’s slowly sinking in:
that i’m really letting you go

02-07-23, 7 days before valentines and I’ve decided to choose myself again. To save myself from the continuous pain that I’m feeling. To save myself from the pain masked in temporary happiness.