𝙰𝚗𝚗𝚎 - Hello Poetry

𝙰𝚗𝚗𝚎 Apr 2022

Him

His existence felt surreal.
Reading his name makes her heart want to get out of her chest.
His voice, it's her favorite.
She could listen to him speak, if forever is possible she would.
She could stare at his eyes, and it would make her feel like she traveled millions of galaxies.
Like she traveled to every planet, every country, every place that exists in this universe.
He's her dreamcatcher.
She couldn't help but smile at his presence despite all the problems and nightmares this world could offer.
It's like, smiling and laughing are the most natural things to do in this world every time she's with him.
He's her sea.
She got sick of the land, the sea calmed her.
Her hidden expressions, hidden thoughts... he could read her like a book.
It's too early to tell, and she has no idea how to support her claim, but for her, he's her soulmate.
The string that she thought is temporary, after all these years, was still intact.
It's a string that, she knew in herself, won't get cut off.
No matter the time, location, timing, and instance they were.
It's just... there.
And would just be there.
Strings that are connected, not tight, but secure.
And if words could describe why and how it happened, she would.

Random message but it turned out to be the most beautiful piece that I have ever written. It's what they say, all that you do for love and with love resonates in all ways imaginable and unimaginable. I'll send this to him when I feel like it. I love this guy so much. And I feel like I won't ever love someone more than I've loved this person.

𝙰𝚗𝚗𝚎 Apr 2022

present

being appreciated is a privilege nowadays,
in a fast-paced world,
where everyone has high expectations
one mistake can invalidate all the right
thankful for the people who appreciates,
in a world full of expectations.

nowadays, i feel so overwhelmed, like everyday. it's hard to see the good in a day. i'm even scared to sleep because i know that when i sleep, it's going to be the next day where i need to go do the responsibilities needed for the day.

hoping that the time comes where uncomfort and fear will be my bestfriend. :)

𝙰𝚗𝚗𝚎 Apr 2022

change

are you scared, little one?
uncertainties,
changes,
uncomforts,
life.

what did you feel when you read those words, little one?
fear,
pain,
scared,
running away.

we often get scared,
we often get scarred.

but at the end of the day,
those words will always be there,
haunting us,
affecting us,
stirring us.

let's have the pain be the building blocks of our strength, little one.
change is something that we need to embrace.

everyday requires us to change. everyday has its new set of uncomfortable phenomenon that we don't have much choice but to change, to change to be able to face those uncertainties and uncomforts in life. it's tiring, it's painful, but change is something that won't leave us. change is something that we need to embrace.

𝙰𝚗𝚗𝚎 Mar 2022

tahanan

"Magpapaalam ka ba sa tahanan mo pag uuwi ka sa kanya?"
"Hihingi ka ba ng tawad sa bahay mo pag papasok ka sa kanya?"

these words meant something, something more than i could ever imagine. marami tayong naturing na na "home," "tahanan," "tirahan" pero 'yung talagang totoo **** tahanan, iba pa rin sa pakiramdam kapag nakauwi ka na.

(c)

𝙰𝚗𝚗𝚎 Jan 2022

wind

it's time to completely let go,
quietly.

Here's to you: thank you for saying your apologies about what happened, and I appreciate that you still consider me as an important person in your life. After trying to think of what to do, I thought that maybe, not replying to you and just quietly move on with life is the best way to do. Mostly for me, but also for you. Here's to the last time that I'll be saying goodbye, and here's to the last time I will be saying sorry, and feel sorry for what I have done. Thank you so much for everything, my first ever friend.

:)

𝙰𝚗𝚗𝚎 Dec 2021

Christmas

For this day, a lot of thoughts has been going through my mind. Is this the saddest Christmas? Or the Christmas where we realized that things aren't the way as they were before?

𝙰𝚗𝚗𝚎 Dec 2021

black hole

meaningless,
it's so ironic that this word has meaning while calling itself meaningless

but maybe that's how life is,
people move,
animals survive,
things innovate.

but for what?
some may say it's for convenience,
for a better world to live in.
but is the world getting better?

day by day, we lose purpose and we gain some at the same time,
life is ironic, and yet has its own system
that people live, to live
and people survive, to survive

I don't even know the purpose of this writing
but these words keep pouring
trying to make sense, but don't make sense at the same time.

people come, people go
we cry, we laugh, we feel
sometimes emptiness comes,
and we came to the age where people usually say that everything that's happening is normal.

are all of these normal?
or are we just getting used to these?

:)