I look upon the vast sky wondering...
Why do these stars have to be so far away?
Like showering fireworks frozen in mid-air
So breath-taking yet so out of my league.
I wanna hold them in my hands
But I know in reality, it'll burn me into ashes

I look upon the vast ocean before me
It's hypnotic waves calms my very soul
I wanna drown myself in its waters so I can finally see
But its depth I can never fathom.
Though if I may ask, can a ghost swim to the bottom?

I look upon his face, look deep unto his eyes
It leaves me breathless and peaceful at the same time
But just like the sky and the sea
He's someone who will always be too far for me
What I feel for him, I can't forever fathom
Coz its something I don't want to understand
A dream is what he will always be
There can never be us in reality.

But of course it doesn't stop me from thinking...
Do I ever cross his mind?

I look upon her face and saw her smile sweetly
Her eyes twinkling with happiness...
I look past unto the smile and saw deeply
Her eyes are on the verge of tears because of sadness

I asked her, why do you have to wear a mask to deceive?
Why not let your tears fall and let yourself grieve?
Grieve for all the pain you feel inside
Why do you have to hide?

Then she answered me back....

I'm smiling coz the whole world expects me to
They can't see me cry coz I'm not suppose to
I have more that anyone could ever wish for
But inside, I really want to mourn

Why?

Oh, you know exactly why...

Why don't you just admit to yourself you love him?
Why can't you let go of what you feel
Why  do you have to suppress what's inside?
Answer me so I would know what to tell you...

I can't tell you...
I can't tell you what you want me to say.

Then I'm not the only hypocrite here.

I wanna feel the rough stones beneath my feet
The cold water gently breaking as it touches my legs
The rushing wind blowing against my face
Making my hair dance in a wilder grace
I wanna drown myself in the vast sea
Think of nothing, but feel everything
I wanna surrender myself in the obliviom
As I loose my soul in the depth of steady waves.
If I can just steal some time, I wanna do all these...
But instead Im here, bound in my office.

If I can just be a thief of time, I won't just steal moments
I could be more wicked and steal someone
Someone I'm not suppose to be with
Someone I can't seem to get my mind off with
Someone... Who can never know I feel this
Someone that should become NO ONE.

A thin line between dreams and reality
A thin line to draw to tell between truth and fantasy
A thin line it is....
But where to draw?

We're touching but never holding
Looking but quickly hiding
Feeling but never showing
Which one I assume, which is true?

In my dreams, you're holding me close
In my dreams you're not letting me go
In my dreams, I can look through you
So tell me, can you blame me if I just dream instead?

A thin line indeed but I dont wanna draw it.

I have always taken you for granted
When you've never took your eyes off me
You always hold my hand, whenever my strength is failing
And I am so used to taking more than what you're giving me
I go my own reckless ways
While you patiently lay a safe path before me
I go jumping head first from a steep cliff
As u wait below to break my deadly fall
I drown myself unto a deep-blue ocean
And you also dive to kiss me when I can't breathe at all
Every night, I sleep peacefully in bed
As you fought endless battles in my stead

But for this night, I ask of you to yield unto me
For once, let me caress you gently
I know, whatever I do... It can never be enough
I can never thank you enough
But hopefully, you can be able to hear me
Hear me when I say I love you dearly
My angel...

Our circles have come to pass each other not for the first time
I feel the burning friction whenever you're around
The well-too familiar warmth, I so **** like
The glow that's enough to blind my sight...
But, do you even recognize me?
Not as who I am now, but who I used to be...

I close my eyes and I can vividly see your own stare
Boring deep into my soul
Light! I know I've been drown unto those eyes for countless times
Although the mind can hardly recall
But the heart just tells me so...
I know you... I have always known you

This must be one of those many pranks thrown to me by Fates
Stirring up the peace they have given me for years
It is so unfair when you don't even have a clue
That I'm meant to suffer because of you
Its beyond wicked! bringing your circle so close to mine
When they know that the two can never intertwine.