Running into someone you once loved can bring back all the memories of that person,
you start to reminisce all the time you spent together
you think of all the good times
you think of the things that were left unsaid
that if you could do it again you would do it right
but it's over now
we're no longer lovers
your my past
and I can't go back
because along with the good times came with bad times
I like to believe things happen for a reason
and us ending being one of them
even though it hurt
we used to be lovers
we can not love again.

I don't understand "love"
I don't understand why we all strive for love,
why we still want it even after we have been hurt
even though it seems each time it hurts more and more
it's like we're all children, and our mother would tell us not to play with fire but we still were tempted to..
it's like the things that's are worst for us are the things that make us feel so alive
why do we still try with something after it hasn't worked out so many times
I've learned to just give up
I don't understand why all the things that feel so good are so bad
sinning feels so good but is so bad
we all sin,
why do we smoke and drink and pollute our bodies?
why do we cheat on the ones we love?
why can't we wait until marriage?
the world is corrupt
I don't understand the decisions people make
and I guess I never will..

she used to be the girl that would
always fall in love
the girl that would always get her heart broken
but all those nights alone
she began to think
to figure out this game of love
and eventually she did..
she was no longer heart broken- but she was the heart breaker
she had no remorse
she felt as if they all deserved it
she used them just as they used her
she became okay with it
she was numb to it all
numb, oh so numb..